Damn, its been a while

Apr 29, 2004 16:38

I've decided that I will do that stream of conciousness idea because I really can't be bothered to think about what I write. LOLLOL. So school is something I am beginning to really hate now. Its boring as fuck and the work is becoming too great. I wish it was summer right now. Kamp Ketchea on the Victoria day weekend. I think I have finally decided to do that instead of Matt Good. Matt Good would be too hard to get out too, and the interest seems to be sparse these days. I really want to go to both, but Kamp is calling. Man I hate colds. I never get them, so the rare occasion isn't so bad. But I still hate 'em. I rarely talk to Mike enough these days. I want to do something with him and Eric, but the time is never there. I wish Frank would talk more. He does, but always seems tired or something. I am curious to know what his deal is with Holly. He seemed like he wanted to be single again when we were at Colin's party. They have been going out for a long time now. I think he just doesn't want to be tied down anymore. This is just my opinion. I still don't know how the shit Eric can write so damn much. Its uncanny. I want to quit my job at Hershey. I just want to work somewhere where I get to walk around and actually do some stuff. Like at Loblaws or something. It seems like I will be working at AssLog this summer. Now theres a place where I will do some real work. Speaking of work, it was boring, but at least I was doirng stuff tonight.

I wonder if people are really laughing with me, or at me. Sometimes I can do stupid dancing things, because it is accepted as "funny" by the Jackass generation. I do it because I feel like it. It is not for my satisfaction, but to make the others laugh. Sure I like it, who doesn't? I love it when I have the whole room laughing really hard and in unison. It makes people forget all about the shitty stuff and stop and laugh at my cheap attempts at "humor". Boy Mr. Mathew, you sure do sound conceded. Mathew, what a weird name that is. Just looking at it, it blows ones mind.

This entry was a D-movie way of being profound and clever. Thanks and Bye!!111
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