Friend 2 FriendstripsofacidFebruary 29 2004, 08:35:35 UTC
Manda, Darling, I love you very much..and you know how I feel about this..I think your b/f needs to give you time..Let you have time with your friends..not always check up on you..but I can't tell you what to do...and I can't tell you what to do about the other guy..because I honestly don't know what would happen if you broke up with this guy and then went for your best friend...I can't say your best friend won't break your heart..or make a decision that he can't be with you...All I am saying is that in our eyes..its like your trapped..and everytime we go out he is following like a fuckin dog..Doesn't he have enough time with you? He practically lives here..one night out of the whole week..I would just like it to be us...the 3 of us...the old us..I don't really know if I helped you at all on this subject, but I tried...I tried to let you know how we see it each day...My opinion is to take a break go out with the other guy..see if the same feelings as before are there for him...see if he acts different...and try to base it upon that..I mean do what you thinks best for you..
I love you Amanda Joyce Arrigo...no matter what you do about this I will love you unto eternity!
Re: Friend 2 Friendprincess_420February 29 2004, 15:34:15 UTC
Ash, I understand where you are coming from, I do spend too much time with Jimmy. I mean me an him need to take a break but the thing I am afraid of is losing him for good. I guess I just have to decide want I would be afraid to lose more. I love you and binder with all my heart. I don't know where I would be without you guys, you both were always there for me. I don't think I could ask for anything more then to have you two in my life. I want both of you too know that I will love you both forever and no matter what happens that love will never change. The feelings I feel for both of you doesn't even compare to the feelings I have for Jimmy. I know he is always around and it can never just be us anymore but don't fret it'll be ok because I am working on that. Even though today I found out binder isn't allowed at my house anymore because his mom wont let him. If Jimmy does end up breaking up with me because i want to take a break I don't think I am going to rush into anything just yet. I am just going to be single and try and get my priorities straight before I jump into another relationship. You are my snake and he is my clown and that will never change if I have anything to do with it. I love you guys you are my life. ~Amanda
Darling, I love you very much..and you know how I feel about this..I think your b/f needs to give you time..Let you have time with your friends..not always check up on you..but I can't tell you what to do...and I can't tell you what to do about the other guy..because I honestly don't know what would happen if you broke up with this guy and then went for your best friend...I can't say your best friend won't break your heart..or make a decision that he can't be with you...All I am saying is that in our eyes..its like your trapped..and everytime we go out he is following like a fuckin dog..Doesn't he have enough time with you? He practically lives here..one night out of the whole week..I would just like it to be us...the 3 of us...the old us..I don't really know if I helped you at all on this subject, but I tried...I tried to let you know how we see it each day...My opinion is to take a break go out with the other guy..see if the same feelings as before are there for him...see if he acts different...and try to base it upon that..I mean do what you thinks best for you..
I love you Amanda Joyce Arrigo...no matter what you do about this I will love you unto eternity!
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I understand where you are coming from, I do spend too much time with Jimmy. I mean me an him need to take a break but the thing I am afraid of is losing him for good. I guess I just have to decide want I would be afraid to lose more. I love you and binder with all my heart. I don't know where I would be without you guys, you both were always there for me. I don't think I could ask for anything more then to have you two in my life. I want both of you too know that I will love you both forever and no matter what happens that love will never change. The feelings I feel for both of you doesn't even compare to the feelings I have for Jimmy. I know he is always around and it can never just be us anymore but don't fret it'll be ok because I am working on that. Even though today I found out binder isn't allowed at my house anymore because his mom wont let him. If Jimmy does end up breaking up with me because i want to take a break I don't think I am going to rush into anything just yet. I am just going to be single and try and get my priorities straight before I jump into another relationship. You are my snake and he is my clown and that will never change if I have anything to do with it. I love you guys you are my life.
~Amanda
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