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[princess_420]

Yea so I just got off the phone with Ashley and she ain't going to the hearing with me tomorrow. So I guess it will just be me and Jimmy, oh this should be interesting. Yea but my friendship with Ashley seems to be getting even worse by the day. I guess the reason we still talk to each other is because of the past which is retarded because the past

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[princess_420]

I love you Ash I really do. I think that we need to have a talk with Aaron and Mike as well but it isnt up to either of them what we do with our friendship. Personally I feel that if we both feel strongly about fixing this friendship then we should do it. Our friendship was before either of them and just because we are involved with them doesnt mean that the things we have had from the begining should just end. I know Mike doesnt particularly like me or want you to hang out with me but I really think that if he truly loves you he would listen to what you have to say and let you do what you want. As far as me getting you into coriciden I do feel extremely guilty about that and I tried to get you off of that but he cant say anything because you told me you just recently took them with him. As far as drugs go for me right now and for the last couple of months I have been completely clean from everything including alcohol. I have been trying to get my life on track and although I have alot of obstacles to overcome I feel that I can achieve whatever I want if I really want it. And I really want this friendship back and I will be damned if Aaron or Mike or anyone who was not there or has no clue how good we all were for each other does something to ruin that once again. I think we are all at some point that if we dont try and fix this whole situation then there will be no chance of reviving anything. We all are growing up and we all want to move in certain directions. I do want to have a talk with you, Mike, and Aaron but I just dont think that they should have a big say in this whole situation because they will never fully understand. I love you and that will never change and I hope that we will be able to get get get get over this. hehe :)

Love always and forever,
Mouse

[stripsofacid]

I am listening to Get Over It right now at skool....ahhh....I love you and I'll give you a call on break tonight....Misses ya! Muah :)