He is killing me and doen't know it!!!!
I think I have a problem. I cant keep anything down. I Like this person so much and the only thing I know is he likes the Olsen twins. I try so hard to look like them. I remember standing infront of him and he told me I could lose some pounds. I want him to like me so bad. I know if im skinny then he wont go. I cant eat without thinking,If i eat this, I'm going to be fat. Than I get rid of it. Then I try to eat something again when I'm just so hungry I cant stand it no more, then I think the olsen twins wouldnt eat this, and I get rid of it.I told him I had a problem, and I had the problem before I met him. I lied to him. I cant walk past a mirror without crying, because I know I'm not pretty. Everyday I think your ugly, FAT, he dont want you. I just want to be perfect. I havent eaten and kept it down for 4 days. Not a thing. IM KILLING MYSELF FOR HIM, and he dosent know. I have to stop, but im not going to unless he tells me im the right way. Untill then I will do what I have to do..