Why Does it Hurt?
I Had one HELL of a Weekend.
Friday~
I woke up whet to school. And I went shoping for my moms Mother day Gifts. Then Me and steph went driving around and went to kacosa, and then I went to call Dan because he makes me so Happy and tell him about my day and he laid the Ax on me. I never knew how much it hurts when someone breakes up with you. I have broken up with boys and made them upset. I never knew how it felt. It hurts. I know there will be other guys but the only guy I want has no feelings for me. I could not eat or sleep and I still am having trouble sleeping and I cant eat very much. I cant stop thinking of him. Even when Im with my other friends I just wanna talk about him and tell every one how much fun I had with him. But every one in the world tells me im wrong. I dont want to be wrong. I wanna be right and I wanna do whats right. But I cant do both at the same time. When I met him I thought he was the cutest person in the world. I Had so much fun. We still want to be friends but its so hard. He wants to come see me when he gets the chance. My heart is jumping for joy at the though. My head is telling me HELEN WHAT ARE U THINKIHNG. I dont know. If I see him I know im going to cry. I just wanna call him and tell him I cant live without him. Come Steal me away and well run off forever and ever. I miss him so much yet I still talk to him every day on the phone. I feel like when we talk were still goig out, but then I hang up the phone and he dont call me sweety and I cry. I know he talks to other girls he told me. And I sit and Cry. I hate it. I hate feeling the way I do It hurts and the worst part of the whole thing is he is calling me in a hour and i cant wait to talk to him. I Love Him. And It hurts.
Saturday~
No sleep Woke up and Me and Steph ran around with our heads cut off getting ready for prom. We lookes so HOT. WE were the hotest ones there. I had so much fun, My date was a stick in the mud. But other then that it was awesome. Then after prom me and a bunch of my friends had an after pary. Drank. Boys stayed the night, because one of them got sick so mike told them no one is going home so we all stayed the night.
Sunday~
Woke up debated weather to call dan. Did. Cryes some more. went back to sleep woke up at 4:00pm. Went to eat chinease and took stephanie home hung out with Tony. He told me he is making me a house key for his house and bought me flowers. Im a little scard lol talked to him in person twice. Left from hanging out with him and went to stephanies. ME AND STEPHANIE ARE UNSEPERABLE.. LOL.. Then I came home did some home work then went back to stephanies. Called Dan And we talked on the phone for a hour. I cryed some more. We went to sleep.
Monday~
Me and Steph Skiped school. I called my mom asked her where she was she went to target. WE tracked her down and got yelled at. It was all worth it. I went to work and fucked up the first hour and a half. The next hour and a half I did great. we just got busy and i get stressed. Then steph came and got me from work and I went home. Peter took me to a movie and Then wanted to take me to eat but I wasnt hungry. So I told him I had to be home at 9 and just left he tryed to hold my hand and I pulled away. Then I came home and I sat here and Dan poped up on my IM. and O i cryed. LOL Thats it for my day. Dans calling me and I cant wait. :) :(
Friday~
I woke up whet to school. And I went shoping for my moms Mother day Gifts. Then Me and steph went driving around and went to kacosa, and then I went to call Dan because he makes me so Happy and tell him about my day and he laid the Ax on me. I never knew how much it hurts when someone breakes up with you. I have broken up with boys and made them upset. I never knew how it felt. It hurts. I know there will be other guys but the only guy I want has no feelings for me. I could not eat or sleep and I still am having trouble sleeping and I cant eat very much. I cant stop thinking of him. Even when Im with my other friends I just wanna talk about him and tell every one how much fun I had with him. But every one in the world tells me im wrong. I dont want to be wrong. I wanna be right and I wanna do whats right. But I cant do both at the same time. When I met him I thought he was the cutest person in the world. I Had so much fun. We still want to be friends but its so hard. He wants to come see me when he gets the chance. My heart is jumping for joy at the though. My head is telling me HELEN WHAT ARE U THINKIHNG. I dont know. If I see him I know im going to cry. I just wanna call him and tell him I cant live without him. Come Steal me away and well run off forever and ever. I miss him so much yet I still talk to him every day on the phone. I feel like when we talk were still goig out, but then I hang up the phone and he dont call me sweety and I cry. I know he talks to other girls he told me. And I sit and Cry. I hate it. I hate feeling the way I do It hurts and the worst part of the whole thing is he is calling me in a hour and i cant wait to talk to him. I Love Him. And It hurts.
Saturday~
No sleep Woke up and Me and Steph ran around with our heads cut off getting ready for prom. We lookes so HOT. WE were the hotest ones there. I had so much fun, My date was a stick in the mud. But other then that it was awesome. Then after prom me and a bunch of my friends had an after pary. Drank. Boys stayed the night, because one of them got sick so mike told them no one is going home so we all stayed the night.
Sunday~
Woke up debated weather to call dan. Did. Cryes some more. went back to sleep woke up at 4:00pm. Went to eat chinease and took stephanie home hung out with Tony. He told me he is making me a house key for his house and bought me flowers. Im a little scard lol talked to him in person twice. Left from hanging out with him and went to stephanies. ME AND STEPHANIE ARE UNSEPERABLE.. LOL.. Then I came home did some home work then went back to stephanies. Called Dan And we talked on the phone for a hour. I cryed some more. We went to sleep.
Monday~
Me and Steph Skiped school. I called my mom asked her where she was she went to target. WE tracked her down and got yelled at. It was all worth it. I went to work and fucked up the first hour and a half. The next hour and a half I did great. we just got busy and i get stressed. Then steph came and got me from work and I went home. Peter took me to a movie and Then wanted to take me to eat but I wasnt hungry. So I told him I had to be home at 9 and just left he tryed to hold my hand and I pulled away. Then I came home and I sat here and Dan poped up on my IM. and O i cryed. LOL Thats it for my day. Dans calling me and I cant wait. :) :(