bitter-sweet post first...awesome post next!
so this is about how the day went down...it was good and bad...me and libbs woke up, and talked for a while...then we ate pizza rolls and tater tots...and then i took a shower, and we went to her house so she could get money...then i took her to wally world so she could get strawberries and chocolate, and we made chocolate covered strawberries for french...then my mom called and told me i hadta come home and take my nana home...so i did that, and went back to libbys house...then later, i went to sarahs, and then we went to mcdonalds, and decided to go to randys house...while waitin for him to get home, we found out where dan lives...it was good fun...
so now on to the actual events that went on today that REALLY kinda stressed me out...i went to slicks house on my way to take libbs home...cuz i saw spikes car, and dans car...and so i decided to stop...when i got out, i was so tempted to turn around, and leave, but i knew they had seen me, cuz i saw dan flip me off...so i just smiled at him, and went and rang the doorbell...so slick answered the door and he was like "oh...hey, whats up?" and i was like nothin, and then we had a random "what have you been up to" conversation...then, dan started messin with the blinds next to the door, so i flipped him off, and he goes "I LOVE YOU LAURA!" and i was like "i love you too dan!"...slick got this really disgusted/pissed off/confused/sad/depressed/longing look on his face...and then he looked the other way, and wouldnt look at me for a long time...and after like 3 minutes of awkward silence, finally he goes "ok, well im gonna go get some food..." and i was like wait! and he goes "yeah?" and i was like you want this back now? *holds up his ring* and he was like "ummm...yeah...i guess ill take it back now...i...guess..." and i was like ok, good, cuz if you didnt take it, i was gonna mail it to you...and he was like "oh...ok..." and took it from me, but he didnt look happy about it...
i talked to dan later on after that, and he said that slick was NOT happy at all after i left...he said that slick was bein a prick, and he BURNT the thread that i put on his ring so i could wear it off...and he said that he looked content while he was doin it, but after he was done, he looked upset again...dan said that slick is prolly sittin in his house thinkin about what a dumbass he was, and tellin himself that he didnt need me, and he didnt want me back, and that he was over me and shit, just so he seemed manly, and not like a little kid who wanted what he just lost back...he said that he was so upset lookin after i left, that it wasnt funny...so yeah...thats kinda comforting to me at least i know hes goin through pure hell over his "lovely" decision...this was his fault, and im really seriously ready to move on...
after we left mcdonalds, we went to randys house...and i told him what happend today with slick, and whatever...and he told me about kyle, and stuff...then he was like "hey! hang on a second!" and took off towards his bedroom...he came back out, and stuck his hands in my hoodie pocket, and when he took his out, i put mine in, and i had his class ring again! so i put it on, and was like damn, youre a good mind reader! and he was like what? and i was like dude, i was gonna ask you if i could have your class ring back...and he started laughin and was like "well you gave it back to me, so i thought id give it back to you again..." and i was like thats great lol...then we talked about how it made randy feel bad when i gave it back to him, and he started to hate slick...he apparently hates slick for the way he treated people, and me, and yeah...i knew he didnt like slick, but thats ok...it doesnt matter anymore...i think ive almost fixed everything that got fucked up between me and my friends while i was dating slick, and that makes me feel better...sorry to alla the people i fucked over, and ignored while i was datin slick...i didnt mean it, and i hope you'll all forgive me...im sorry...
i talked to dan again, about somethin i was worried about...i was afraid that slick would try to fuck things up between me and dan, cuz he doesnt like dan and whatever...and i didnt want that at all...cuz i like dan, hes a great friend, and hes helped me out so much more than he even knows...and i was SO afraid that slick would screw that up for me in retalliation for anything ive said or done...so i talked to dan about it, and he was like "you dont have to worry about that laura...i wouldnt let that happen...you dont even have to think about it, cuz its not gonna happen...i dont give up that easily, and even if it started to happen, i would stop it, cuz my friends are important, and im not gonna let ANYONE fuck up anything between me and my friends...and i especially wouldnt let slick fuck up what we have...dont worry about it...i promise, nothing will happen...cuz i care about you, and im not gonna leave you, or let anyone try to get between us..." so that made me feel a LOT better...thats all for this post! onto prom!
so now on to the actual events that went on today that REALLY kinda stressed me out...i went to slicks house on my way to take libbs home...cuz i saw spikes car, and dans car...and so i decided to stop...when i got out, i was so tempted to turn around, and leave, but i knew they had seen me, cuz i saw dan flip me off...so i just smiled at him, and went and rang the doorbell...so slick answered the door and he was like "oh...hey, whats up?" and i was like nothin, and then we had a random "what have you been up to" conversation...then, dan started messin with the blinds next to the door, so i flipped him off, and he goes "I LOVE YOU LAURA!" and i was like "i love you too dan!"...slick got this really disgusted/pissed off/confused/sad/depressed/longing look on his face...and then he looked the other way, and wouldnt look at me for a long time...and after like 3 minutes of awkward silence, finally he goes "ok, well im gonna go get some food..." and i was like wait! and he goes "yeah?" and i was like you want this back now? *holds up his ring* and he was like "ummm...yeah...i guess ill take it back now...i...guess..." and i was like ok, good, cuz if you didnt take it, i was gonna mail it to you...and he was like "oh...ok..." and took it from me, but he didnt look happy about it...
i talked to dan later on after that, and he said that slick was NOT happy at all after i left...he said that slick was bein a prick, and he BURNT the thread that i put on his ring so i could wear it off...and he said that he looked content while he was doin it, but after he was done, he looked upset again...dan said that slick is prolly sittin in his house thinkin about what a dumbass he was, and tellin himself that he didnt need me, and he didnt want me back, and that he was over me and shit, just so he seemed manly, and not like a little kid who wanted what he just lost back...he said that he was so upset lookin after i left, that it wasnt funny...so yeah...thats kinda comforting to me at least i know hes goin through pure hell over his "lovely" decision...this was his fault, and im really seriously ready to move on...
after we left mcdonalds, we went to randys house...and i told him what happend today with slick, and whatever...and he told me about kyle, and stuff...then he was like "hey! hang on a second!" and took off towards his bedroom...he came back out, and stuck his hands in my hoodie pocket, and when he took his out, i put mine in, and i had his class ring again! so i put it on, and was like damn, youre a good mind reader! and he was like what? and i was like dude, i was gonna ask you if i could have your class ring back...and he started laughin and was like "well you gave it back to me, so i thought id give it back to you again..." and i was like thats great lol...then we talked about how it made randy feel bad when i gave it back to him, and he started to hate slick...he apparently hates slick for the way he treated people, and me, and yeah...i knew he didnt like slick, but thats ok...it doesnt matter anymore...i think ive almost fixed everything that got fucked up between me and my friends while i was dating slick, and that makes me feel better...sorry to alla the people i fucked over, and ignored while i was datin slick...i didnt mean it, and i hope you'll all forgive me...im sorry...
i talked to dan again, about somethin i was worried about...i was afraid that slick would try to fuck things up between me and dan, cuz he doesnt like dan and whatever...and i didnt want that at all...cuz i like dan, hes a great friend, and hes helped me out so much more than he even knows...and i was SO afraid that slick would screw that up for me in retalliation for anything ive said or done...so i talked to dan about it, and he was like "you dont have to worry about that laura...i wouldnt let that happen...you dont even have to think about it, cuz its not gonna happen...i dont give up that easily, and even if it started to happen, i would stop it, cuz my friends are important, and im not gonna let ANYONE fuck up anything between me and my friends...and i especially wouldnt let slick fuck up what we have...dont worry about it...i promise, nothing will happen...cuz i care about you, and im not gonna leave you, or let anyone try to get between us..." so that made me feel a LOT better...thats all for this post! onto prom!