May 31, 2005 20:50
omg tomarrow we leave for camp!! i cant wait! im in a cabin with ashlei turner and emily brumliy nd jessi hopp.......fun fun right!! well ashlie will be but i dont no about the other two!! yeah and for tables at meal time im with jean amanda umm anouther chick ryan and dalton!! joy and im pissed at ryan!! god!! dont ask long story!! god!! and omfg at my house things are soo crappy! i hate it! i cant even sit for like five secs with sum quite ness!! i cant spend four more yrs like this. always fighting and never silence!! eaither mom is yelling, or jesse and pat are fighting or all at once and no matter what i do i always get involved in it!! i cant do any thing right!! im always getting in the way and i dont ever make the right choice!! i need the biggest session of trama tharapy a person can get and i need it now b4 i go way over board and do summing that i cant take back!!
HELP!!
me