since no one comes here anymore..lol....=/
im trying so hard to be happy...so hard...i've finally figured out that im not ready for a committed relationship...and what happens...some one wants that with me...me! i dont understand...gosh..i just wish people could understand...but i guess not...im still in love with my ex...i drive by his house everyonce in a while..just to remanice...i miss him so much...but whats done is done....i hung out with chris the other night...and he kissed me...he even told me that if things were different..i would be the one...i wish he wouldnt have said that...cause i miss him a lot too... the only two people i actually care about...dont want me...=( now thats heart breaking....this other guy though...hes getting anoying...ugh...(pobresito..he isnt cute either..lol) but thats besides the point...i say no..he says...but i want you to....WTF! ugh..
im done venting for now...whatever