Momo/Ryoma log.
Private Log. Ryoma tries to convince Momo not to leave for Hogwarts. I mean... he teaches him a little English. Right? Right. Except not really lol.
Kind of angsty but hopefully cute too?
Ryoma: *arrives at Momo's house and rings the doorbell, trying not to fidget*
Momo: *is just a little bit afraid to open the door because he knows who's on the other side* *opens it anyway because if he didn't, this would eat at him for the rest of the day*
Ryoma: Hey.
Momo: *stands off to the side, nodding for Ryoma to come in* Yo.
Ryoma: *comes in* ...Thanks. Uh. *doesn't really know how to do this* Your room?
Momo: *grins* That sounds about right. *closes the door and heads on up the stairs to his room*
Ryoma: *follows* So... talking about it. How do we do that...? *actually has no idea*
Momo: This was your idea, Echizen! *walks over to his bed, falling back on it* I offered to just NOT talk about it.
Ryoma: *shrugs and sits down next to Momo* Can't do that. I don't want you to go anywhere.
Momo: *crosses his arms behind his head, staring up at the ceiling* I feel weird here right now. Nothing's going right for me.
Ryoma: You shouldn't feel weird. That's stupid. *pouts*
Momo: Well..I do. And I feel like the only way I can't feel weird is if I go somewhere else. *has known all along that that's a pretty lame reason*
Ryoma: ...Che. *knows that a stupid reason too* There's gotta be a different way to make it so you don't feel weird. *looks to Momo challengingly* Think of a different way.
Momo: *sits up and stares at Ryoma incredulously* Are you trying to tell me to think of a different way right off the top of my head? You're crazy.
Ryoma: Yes. Think. *is demanding like whoa*
Momo: No. *refuses to be the uke in this situation*
Ryoma: *glare-pouts, as if that's gonna help*
Momo: Why don't YOU think of something?
Ryoma: *looks at the floor and thinks for a minute* Hm. *looks up*...*scoots closer*...*looks away for a moment*...*hugs Momo out of nowhere LIKE WHOA*
Ryoma: More or less weird?
Momo: O_O *doesn't make a move to hug Ryoma back* Way weird. The way you managed to get closer to me..yeah. *pulls back and scoots farther away*
Ryoma: *sighs and mutters* That's why I don't glomp first.
Momo: Hm. *coughs* Well, I think that's enough for today.. *remembers that Echizen's suppose to stay over and teach him English* You can uh, start teaching me now.
Ryoma: ...*glares because they're not DONE yet they still haven't properly TALKED about it and/or solved Momo's problem* We're not done. So what if a hug doesn't fix it? I bet there are a million other ways too.
Ryoma: ...hn. What do YOU want to do? Other than leave. Or what... I dunno.
Momo: I don't know. *gets all defensive and stuff* Don't ask me things like that.
Ryoma: Why not? This is talking about it. I won't get mad, promise.
Momo: I don't care. I don't want to do it.
Ryoma: But you want to go away to stupid Hogwarts. *is maybe getting angry, even though he said he wouldn't... oops?*
Momo: Yes! *feels like Echizen's finally getting now* If I go to Hogwarts, I can have to time to think. Time to realize that I don't like you like that. Maybe. *puts his head in his hands* Hopefully.
Ryoma: Tch. You're an idiot. That's not... I'm not the only reason you want to go though, am I? *is very O_O*
Momo: Well, no. I mean, I got DUMPED. *wants to cry at the very memory of that day*
Ryoma: Yeah. I know. You were just making it sound like it was me. And that's dumb because I'm the one saying I don't want you to go no matter what. *sits so that he's wrapping his arms around his legs and sighs*
Momo: It is kind of you. *tries not to pay attention to Ryoma sitting beside him being all cute and whatnot* I feel bad liking two people at the same time now.
Ryoma: *shrugs kind of, but doesn't move* It's natural, probably. People do it all the time. You shouldn't have to.
Momo: I do when he kind of throws it in my face, you know?
Ryoma: *glances at Momo, totally serious* He shouldn't have. He should've trusted you.
Momo: I guess you're right.. *stares back at Ryoma, ATTEMPTING to look serious* Are we done now?
Ryoma: No. *attempts to be selfless for once... except not really because he's only trying it because he's selfish and wants Momo to stay in Japan* ...Is there anything I can do?
Momo: Just let me go. It's not like it'll be forever!
Ryoma: *closes his eyes and buries his face beneath his arms, trying not to growl or yell or pounce Momo and punch him or maybe even do something else, not that he wants to go there*
Ryoma: *deep breaths* *quietly* Promise?
Momo: You know I promise. *is half-tempted to say he'll stay, but he has to be strong!* Like I said, I'll write to you.
Ryoma: *pouty and sulky-like* Letters are retarded. And you're supposed to be FORGETTING about me, so why bother writing?
Momo: *isn't sure if Ryoma's pissed at him or not* If you don't want me to write to you, fine. I guess that works. ;_;
Ryoma: That isn't the point. This is screwed up. I hate it.
Momo: Says you. What about me?
Ryoma: *glances at Momo* What about you? ...You don't like it either?
Momo: Why would I?
Ryoma: *mumbles* Because it's Hogwarts and magic and you were excited before.
Momo: I need you to lighten up first. *punches Ryoma lightly on the shoulder*
Ryoma: *blinks* ...Would that help?
Momo: *thinks everything is getting slightly better* Yeah, it would.
Ryoma: What if I lightened up and stayed lightened up? Would you still go?
Ryoma: ...*smiles kind of?*
Momo: Are you still trying to keep me here? Don't you want me to be able to think about all of this? You don't want me to keep liking you, do you? *is sort of afraid of the answer*
Ryoma: ...I dunno. It was weird at first but I don't mind it. It's not like you're any different... *smiles for real*
Momo: Well, I mind. I don't want things to be this way.
Ryoma: ...Che. *curls out of the little ball he had curled himself in and just falls backward onto the bed with a sigh* I'd make a joke about liking me not being all that bad, thank you very much, but... eh.
Momo: I think we're done with this conversation. *is glad he didn't do what he really wanted to do all along*
Ryoma: *has one more question, actually* What if you go and nothing changes?
Momo: I'll..ignore it? *omg he doesn't really know right now kasdkasdj*
Ryoma: You could just do that now... but you'll definitely come back right? Even if you feel the same?
Momo: *shrugs* I don't know. Probably.
Ryoma: ...*probably isn't really good enough but he'll let it slide* How long then? Can you come back again for Christmas?
Ryoma: ...*wants to add 'and my birthday'*
Momo: *feels it is time to whip out his Harry Potter knowledge* Well. In the books they let kids come home for Christmas, so you'll probably be seeing me. *grins*
Ryoma: *smiles* Good. Now... on to English, I guess.
Momo: *is somewhat relieved that it's all over now* English it is. :)
Ryoma: *goes on to teach Momo simple English that probably won't help him at all, but is happy that he is spending the night with him before he leaves anyway, and if there's any UST or anything he's mostly unaware*
Kind of angsty but hopefully cute too?
Ryoma: *arrives at Momo's house and rings the doorbell, trying not to fidget*
Momo: *is just a little bit afraid to open the door because he knows who's on the other side* *opens it anyway because if he didn't, this would eat at him for the rest of the day*
Ryoma: Hey.
Momo: *stands off to the side, nodding for Ryoma to come in* Yo.
Ryoma: *comes in* ...Thanks. Uh. *doesn't really know how to do this* Your room?
Momo: *grins* That sounds about right. *closes the door and heads on up the stairs to his room*
Ryoma: *follows* So... talking about it. How do we do that...? *actually has no idea*
Momo: This was your idea, Echizen! *walks over to his bed, falling back on it* I offered to just NOT talk about it.
Ryoma: *shrugs and sits down next to Momo* Can't do that. I don't want you to go anywhere.
Momo: *crosses his arms behind his head, staring up at the ceiling* I feel weird here right now. Nothing's going right for me.
Ryoma: You shouldn't feel weird. That's stupid. *pouts*
Momo: Well..I do. And I feel like the only way I can't feel weird is if I go somewhere else. *has known all along that that's a pretty lame reason*
Ryoma: ...Che. *knows that a stupid reason too* There's gotta be a different way to make it so you don't feel weird. *looks to Momo challengingly* Think of a different way.
Momo: *sits up and stares at Ryoma incredulously* Are you trying to tell me to think of a different way right off the top of my head? You're crazy.
Ryoma: Yes. Think. *is demanding like whoa*
Momo: No. *refuses to be the uke in this situation*
Ryoma: *glare-pouts, as if that's gonna help*
Momo: Why don't YOU think of something?
Ryoma: *looks at the floor and thinks for a minute* Hm. *looks up*...*scoots closer*...*looks away for a moment*...*hugs Momo out of nowhere LIKE WHOA*
Ryoma: More or less weird?
Momo: O_O *doesn't make a move to hug Ryoma back* Way weird. The way you managed to get closer to me..yeah. *pulls back and scoots farther away*
Ryoma: *sighs and mutters* That's why I don't glomp first.
Momo: Hm. *coughs* Well, I think that's enough for today.. *remembers that Echizen's suppose to stay over and teach him English* You can uh, start teaching me now.
Ryoma: ...*glares because they're not DONE yet they still haven't properly TALKED about it and/or solved Momo's problem* We're not done. So what if a hug doesn't fix it? I bet there are a million other ways too.
Ryoma: ...hn. What do YOU want to do? Other than leave. Or what... I dunno.
Momo: I don't know. *gets all defensive and stuff* Don't ask me things like that.
Ryoma: Why not? This is talking about it. I won't get mad, promise.
Momo: I don't care. I don't want to do it.
Ryoma: But you want to go away to stupid Hogwarts. *is maybe getting angry, even though he said he wouldn't... oops?*
Momo: Yes! *feels like Echizen's finally getting now* If I go to Hogwarts, I can have to time to think. Time to realize that I don't like you like that. Maybe. *puts his head in his hands* Hopefully.
Ryoma: Tch. You're an idiot. That's not... I'm not the only reason you want to go though, am I? *is very O_O*
Momo: Well, no. I mean, I got DUMPED. *wants to cry at the very memory of that day*
Ryoma: Yeah. I know. You were just making it sound like it was me. And that's dumb because I'm the one saying I don't want you to go no matter what. *sits so that he's wrapping his arms around his legs and sighs*
Momo: It is kind of you. *tries not to pay attention to Ryoma sitting beside him being all cute and whatnot* I feel bad liking two people at the same time now.
Ryoma: *shrugs kind of, but doesn't move* It's natural, probably. People do it all the time. You shouldn't have to.
Momo: I do when he kind of throws it in my face, you know?
Ryoma: *glances at Momo, totally serious* He shouldn't have. He should've trusted you.
Momo: I guess you're right.. *stares back at Ryoma, ATTEMPTING to look serious* Are we done now?
Ryoma: No. *attempts to be selfless for once... except not really because he's only trying it because he's selfish and wants Momo to stay in Japan* ...Is there anything I can do?
Momo: Just let me go. It's not like it'll be forever!
Ryoma: *closes his eyes and buries his face beneath his arms, trying not to growl or yell or pounce Momo and punch him or maybe even do something else, not that he wants to go there*
Ryoma: *deep breaths* *quietly* Promise?
Momo: You know I promise. *is half-tempted to say he'll stay, but he has to be strong!* Like I said, I'll write to you.
Ryoma: *pouty and sulky-like* Letters are retarded. And you're supposed to be FORGETTING about me, so why bother writing?
Momo: *isn't sure if Ryoma's pissed at him or not* If you don't want me to write to you, fine. I guess that works. ;_;
Ryoma: That isn't the point. This is screwed up. I hate it.
Momo: Says you. What about me?
Ryoma: *glances at Momo* What about you? ...You don't like it either?
Momo: Why would I?
Ryoma: *mumbles* Because it's Hogwarts and magic and you were excited before.
Momo: I need you to lighten up first. *punches Ryoma lightly on the shoulder*
Ryoma: *blinks* ...Would that help?
Momo: *thinks everything is getting slightly better* Yeah, it would.
Ryoma: What if I lightened up and stayed lightened up? Would you still go?
Ryoma: ...*smiles kind of?*
Momo: Are you still trying to keep me here? Don't you want me to be able to think about all of this? You don't want me to keep liking you, do you? *is sort of afraid of the answer*
Ryoma: ...I dunno. It was weird at first but I don't mind it. It's not like you're any different... *smiles for real*
Momo: Well, I mind. I don't want things to be this way.
Ryoma: ...Che. *curls out of the little ball he had curled himself in and just falls backward onto the bed with a sigh* I'd make a joke about liking me not being all that bad, thank you very much, but... eh.
Momo: I think we're done with this conversation. *is glad he didn't do what he really wanted to do all along*
Ryoma: *has one more question, actually* What if you go and nothing changes?
Momo: I'll..ignore it? *omg he doesn't really know right now kasdkasdj*
Ryoma: You could just do that now... but you'll definitely come back right? Even if you feel the same?
Momo: *shrugs* I don't know. Probably.
Ryoma: ...*probably isn't really good enough but he'll let it slide* How long then? Can you come back again for Christmas?
Ryoma: ...*wants to add 'and my birthday'*
Momo: *feels it is time to whip out his Harry Potter knowledge* Well. In the books they let kids come home for Christmas, so you'll probably be seeing me. *grins*
Ryoma: *smiles* Good. Now... on to English, I guess.
Momo: *is somewhat relieved that it's all over now* English it is. :)
Ryoma: *goes on to teach Momo simple English that probably won't help him at all, but is happy that he is spending the night with him before he leaves anyway, and if there's any UST or anything he's mostly unaware*