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Hello. Long time no update. What have I been doing?....working, smoking, talking, sleeping. In that order and nothing else. For weeks. Stuck in a rut. In a hole. Under a rock. Going no where. If it wasn't for the voice at the end of the wire I may well have disappeared. I can feel tension building, I am a tightly coiled spring. How will I unwind? Violence, Anger, Sadness. I long to be held.