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fuck fuck fuck a duck. i am in a most confused state. i feel like i am back graduating from college again. agagain.raynagin. sonofabitch! dont know what im doing! DONT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING??!?! NO CLUE WHAT I AM DOING!?!??! seriously, hurricane season starts tomorrow. im being really fake to everyone. or something. perhaps fake is the wrong word. oh god i am just
SO CONFUSED.
when i moved to new orleans i knew i was doing the right thing and i felt so good about that. now here i am it's gonna be 10 months later, im in a relationship AGAIN, probably having to leave it, i feel sick fuck fuck fuck and i need something so that i can know im on the right path.
writing makes me feel better but that's about it.
SO CONFUSED.
when i moved to new orleans i knew i was doing the right thing and i felt so good about that. now here i am it's gonna be 10 months later, im in a relationship AGAIN, probably having to leave it, i feel sick fuck fuck fuck and i need something so that i can know im on the right path.
writing makes me feel better but that's about it.