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Well kids it's been a whole 2-3 days since I wrote something down, so I shall do it again.
I found out I made an 82 on my Adult health test, which is good since it is the hardest test of the semester. My only hope is that I can motivate my self to study a wee bit more for the next exam. I really don't want to have a repeat of the 'Pharm semesters.' Besides I have been taking college level classes since I was 16, it has to end eventually. On the plus side, I think if later in life I want another degree, I will have the endurance to get it over several years. I prolly will end up doing that since after a summer, even with work, I am edgy for school. Could be a lifetime student. It might never end. Nursing school has to end eventually, but other school stuff might not.
Now, as far as the laundry pile on the bed is concerned.....
I have created a shrine to my inabilty to simply put away cotten based garments. It owns half the bed, I sleep on the other half. On the plus, I have one fish tank with a good water change, I will do the other after this. My glass fish died, I went to petsmart and happily collected my 1.79 refund on their 14 day fish policy. I have no idea what to do with my never amassed fourtune. It prolly will end up being spent on a fluid based consumable. Maybe water or OJ, I like OJ. Right now the bright orange algae eater/pleco (have yet to figure out what he really is) is eating part of a zucchini while upside down. He really likes that thing. Once he learned what a zucchini looked like, it is akin to me and Red Lobster biscuits. If someone has to die in order to get them, so be it.
Other things in life, other things in life....
Tomorrow is valentines day. The school is wearing red to symbolize something or other, so I need to find a redish shirt for my mental class. After that I need to go to a HIPAA training service. Apparently the school needs us to do it every year, but told us a week ago. The catherdral of mis-communication continues at the LSU school of nursing.
Lex needs to get her blood drawn to test her HCG level due to the partial molar pregancy that ended in miscarriage several months ago. I want to be there but I will be in class when she goes. I will be with her for the rest of the day though, which is a good plus. Maybe I will take her out to eat or something. I want to do something sweet for her, but without a job, opitions are limited. This is the first span of time that I have been without some money making activies since I was 15. Concession in the summers, and tutor in the school years. I still tutor a little, but only about 60 dollars a month worth.
Tuesday is 9 months with Alexis. The near end of Feburary, last year, is when we started talking to eachother a lot more and about the idea of liking eachother 'More then friends.' Those AIM convos, time spent at class, and at her appartment on campus (We behaved ourselves) drew us closer to eachother then we ever thought possible. One day while watching I am Sam our lips found eachother. After the complications of other relationships was shed we were able to be together as we should. The summer after was wonderful. The fall semester started with joy, but came to saddness with the news that our baby had been lost. It still brings tears to my eyes. It doesn't feel like I will ever get completely over the death of our child. I am sure Lex feels the same. The winter season came, and is starting to fuzz into spring. All that saddness will not prevent us from being happy. We are still engaged and have no doubt with out future.
I am so glad she entered my life. I don't want to even begin thinking about where I would be without her. Maybe an empty relationship, maybe alone, maybe on the moon, who knows.
Well it is late, I need to wake up semi early tomorrow morn, so I shall talk to you kiddies later.
Keefe
I found out I made an 82 on my Adult health test, which is good since it is the hardest test of the semester. My only hope is that I can motivate my self to study a wee bit more for the next exam. I really don't want to have a repeat of the 'Pharm semesters.' Besides I have been taking college level classes since I was 16, it has to end eventually. On the plus side, I think if later in life I want another degree, I will have the endurance to get it over several years. I prolly will end up doing that since after a summer, even with work, I am edgy for school. Could be a lifetime student. It might never end. Nursing school has to end eventually, but other school stuff might not.
Now, as far as the laundry pile on the bed is concerned.....
I have created a shrine to my inabilty to simply put away cotten based garments. It owns half the bed, I sleep on the other half. On the plus, I have one fish tank with a good water change, I will do the other after this. My glass fish died, I went to petsmart and happily collected my 1.79 refund on their 14 day fish policy. I have no idea what to do with my never amassed fourtune. It prolly will end up being spent on a fluid based consumable. Maybe water or OJ, I like OJ. Right now the bright orange algae eater/pleco (have yet to figure out what he really is) is eating part of a zucchini while upside down. He really likes that thing. Once he learned what a zucchini looked like, it is akin to me and Red Lobster biscuits. If someone has to die in order to get them, so be it.
Other things in life, other things in life....
Tomorrow is valentines day. The school is wearing red to symbolize something or other, so I need to find a redish shirt for my mental class. After that I need to go to a HIPAA training service. Apparently the school needs us to do it every year, but told us a week ago. The catherdral of mis-communication continues at the LSU school of nursing.
Lex needs to get her blood drawn to test her HCG level due to the partial molar pregancy that ended in miscarriage several months ago. I want to be there but I will be in class when she goes. I will be with her for the rest of the day though, which is a good plus. Maybe I will take her out to eat or something. I want to do something sweet for her, but without a job, opitions are limited. This is the first span of time that I have been without some money making activies since I was 15. Concession in the summers, and tutor in the school years. I still tutor a little, but only about 60 dollars a month worth.
Tuesday is 9 months with Alexis. The near end of Feburary, last year, is when we started talking to eachother a lot more and about the idea of liking eachother 'More then friends.' Those AIM convos, time spent at class, and at her appartment on campus (We behaved ourselves) drew us closer to eachother then we ever thought possible. One day while watching I am Sam our lips found eachother. After the complications of other relationships was shed we were able to be together as we should. The summer after was wonderful. The fall semester started with joy, but came to saddness with the news that our baby had been lost. It still brings tears to my eyes. It doesn't feel like I will ever get completely over the death of our child. I am sure Lex feels the same. The winter season came, and is starting to fuzz into spring. All that saddness will not prevent us from being happy. We are still engaged and have no doubt with out future.
I am so glad she entered my life. I don't want to even begin thinking about where I would be without her. Maybe an empty relationship, maybe alone, maybe on the moon, who knows.
Well it is late, I need to wake up semi early tomorrow morn, so I shall talk to you kiddies later.
Keefe