Present
I'm enjoying life right now. Its nice to be able to go out and have an active social life while I'm working full-time. I'm a little scared about what's going to happen when I go back to do this diploma in September, though. It works as it is and I don't want things to change :(. I also have to start saving my money for these student fees, too. If I save some money then the costs won't hit me so hard in when I have to start making payments. I still have good feelings about this summer, it will be memorable if it kills me.
I talk to Nicky a lot, recently and he seems so happy with Zak. It makes me want something similar to that, because let's face it: I've not had a proper relationship ever. I want someone who really cares about me, and it feels like I'll never find him sometimes. People say he'll show up when I least expect it, or whatever but it really feels like 'when I least expect it' won't come quickly enough. I don't want to end up being one of those people that live alone with their hundreds of cats...
People I know are moving away in September/October. Its so weird that they won't be here most of the time. Michelle is off to London, and Nicky's off to Sheffield. I'm going to be sad when he goes, and I plan on spending some quality time with him while I've got him around the corner from my house. I think we're going for a meal when he finishes his exams. Nando's, he wants to go. That'll be nice :). Its ages since I've spent some good quality time with him.
I talk to Nicky a lot, recently and he seems so happy with Zak. It makes me want something similar to that, because let's face it: I've not had a proper relationship ever. I want someone who really cares about me, and it feels like I'll never find him sometimes. People say he'll show up when I least expect it, or whatever but it really feels like 'when I least expect it' won't come quickly enough. I don't want to end up being one of those people that live alone with their hundreds of cats...
People I know are moving away in September/October. Its so weird that they won't be here most of the time. Michelle is off to London, and Nicky's off to Sheffield. I'm going to be sad when he goes, and I plan on spending some quality time with him while I've got him around the corner from my house. I think we're going for a meal when he finishes his exams. Nando's, he wants to go. That'll be nice :). Its ages since I've spent some good quality time with him.