Oct 17, 2008 22:39
I went out last night, against all my body's better judgements, and I was shit-face... I had a good time until we left Rachel's flat, and then it all just went downhill. Falling about on K1 is never a good idea at the best of times, and then throwing up when you're going home three hours earlier than everyone else is even worse.
Someone said I was a very confrontational person, this evening. That is true, to a certain extent. I'm a confident and outgoing person a lot of the time, but I can't handle too many new people right there at once. It makes me put guards up, and then I tend to over-compensate a lot which doesn't make me many friends haha.
I've been very tender today, physically. I've never been in the state I was in last night, and I really don't fancy getting there again. Over-indulgence is never a good thing, and drinking half a litre of vodka after a month nearly of sobriety is also never a decent thing to do...
I don't know what I'm going to do with myself without college and stuff to go to all week. I'm staying over in manchester on tuesday which will be well fun, and I think I'm going out with Anu and the other girls from class at some point through the week so I should be quite good :).
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