Ease my pain

[princejewels]

wow....i havent updated in a little bit....so here we go.....im tired. wow. yeah i think everything has just caught up to me and im falling apart. school is becoming hard as well as basketball and im just physicly and emo. tired. my fam found out about sara being in high school and now there just yeelin at me left and right, my brother is fucking over his girlfriend who is about to give birth to his son and she is comming to me with all this and i cant say no i cant help you....

i need all my friends back.....

i need my family....

i shouldnt feel the way i feel...

now you stuck up for me when no one would stand up for me
even when i was bad
you showed me right from my wrong(yes you did)
and you still stick with me while everyone is doubting me
you always did understand...
you give me strength to go on
cuz there are so many times
when i wanna die, i was so afraid
and then you would come to me say
"you can face anything"

this lonelyness has crushed my heart please let me live again

so can i get someone to comfort me and ease my pain
so my heart wont feel this lonelyness again

ive been praying everynight that my life will get better and in someways it has.....i know it will get better really soon i just have to be pacient and be me....and remember who i am....

remember.....the warmth of......days gone by.......