Mar 26, 2005 22:28
well well......very interesting couple of days. well 1st off, ive learned that if i dont see sara for more then 4 days....ill die. its sad. then sara ended the whole jess drama.....no comment(in case u dont understand......it was really bad) then i know that im moving out in 3 weeks!yea.....thats when the drama ends for me. anyway ive been avoiding the crew a little too much but the problem is that i know what will happen so im in a draw with them....ill figure out what i have to do later. as hard as it is for me to say this....i am not going to santa cruz because of personal reasons....nothing bad but i ive come to a point where my mind and body other than for me and sara is completly frozen...i dont know how i should or if i should handle it.....no. it has to pass.
another friend lost,another heart broken, another kiss taken.why wont they see im in love......because its not fair to them.....well then what does jewels do? does he curl into a ball and die alone or do i continue to love and hope one day someone will understand......sorry...i have to love....
i cant even say anything else.....im frozen....
ill never walk again....til you come back to me, im down oh baby.........