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i shouldn't update my lj when in a bad mood. my mom should also refrain from speaking to me while i'm in a bad mood. maybe this could've been prevented if a) my entire school weren't fucks b) my step-dad wasn't mildly retarded and c) i were independent.
may 26th couldn't possibly be coming at a slower rate. i need to be able to sleep in. i need to be able to work. and i need to be able to leave at my own will. october also needs to hurry along. i need to be able to buy my own goddamn cigarettes. i have $3 in my back pocket which was loaned to me. i'm real lucky - people still like me although i'm a bitch all day long. i don't get it. i don't like bitches. but, i can't really help it. if kids weren't so stupid i, in turn, would not be so bitchy.
fuck it.
may 26th couldn't possibly be coming at a slower rate. i need to be able to sleep in. i need to be able to work. and i need to be able to leave at my own will. october also needs to hurry along. i need to be able to buy my own goddamn cigarettes. i have $3 in my back pocket which was loaned to me. i'm real lucky - people still like me although i'm a bitch all day long. i don't get it. i don't like bitches. but, i can't really help it. if kids weren't so stupid i, in turn, would not be so bitchy.
fuck it.