Yes, it has been a while
I have been blogging at my other site. And it is going well. But it feels so structured now. I write about tarot, and astrology. Also entries for my some day memoir. But there isn't a lot of room to just write there anymore.
So I am going to start doing it here instead. Today I feel tired. I have been feeling down for about a week. Not really feeling like eating. Not feeling like going to sleep or waking up. And not ever feeling like going to work. But I have gone to work. This is what adults do right. A friend said her husband wasn't working much because he was in a funk. Well, I told her we are adults and being in a funk isn't something we can allow ourselves any more. I mean I understand. I often am in a funk myself. But if I don't get up and work. No one else is going to pay my bills. No one is going to buy me food or pay my rent. No one is going to put gas in my car for me. If I don't support myself no one else will. And it has been this way on some level ever since I was very young.
And at times this makes the feeling down harder. Like if I could just take a break, trust someone else for a moment. All I would need would be the moment and I would be okay. But I don't have the moment. So I stand alone.
Oh my other blog is: christopherahoff.com
So I am going to start doing it here instead. Today I feel tired. I have been feeling down for about a week. Not really feeling like eating. Not feeling like going to sleep or waking up. And not ever feeling like going to work. But I have gone to work. This is what adults do right. A friend said her husband wasn't working much because he was in a funk. Well, I told her we are adults and being in a funk isn't something we can allow ourselves any more. I mean I understand. I often am in a funk myself. But if I don't get up and work. No one else is going to pay my bills. No one is going to buy me food or pay my rent. No one is going to put gas in my car for me. If I don't support myself no one else will. And it has been this way on some level ever since I was very young.
And at times this makes the feeling down harder. Like if I could just take a break, trust someone else for a moment. All I would need would be the moment and I would be okay. But I don't have the moment. So I stand alone.
Oh my other blog is: christopherahoff.com