Samantha Hansel
I initially only came here to request memorial status for salukfan's journal since she passed away in December. But there's no way I couldn't mark her passing on my own journal since so much of our 16 years together as friends were spent here.
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I wish I could talk to you. I know the last time I heard from you you wished me well, and the time before that you were very overwhelmed.
Brie reached out to me a while ago. I tried to let you know she was back, on the AladdinCentral messageboard, but I don't know if it got through. I remember you were good friends with her.
I wish there was some way I could contact you. I know I've posted on there before to get your attention, but I kind of feel like that would be wrong. You obviously don't want to be on livejournal, and over there is your safe little internet space. it's a little corner of the internet where you mod, and i feel like i'd be inserting myself in there when i don't belong. at least the last time i posted, i posted sam's KOT gifs.
I used to come to you when I felt lost and when I needed reassurance. You are not a therapist, and I shouldn't have been seeking that kind of help from you.
I know you're okay, more than okay, because you did post on the forum today actually. And you really don't want me in your life anymore and I respect that. We already tried the friendship again, and it didn't work out. We are even more different now. We're probably completely different people.
And although I wish you'd come back, if not for me, for Brie. But I don't know anything about the relationship you had with her. I just saw it from my perspective, as an outsider.
I guess I wish I could talk to you for old time's sake. I'm a grown ass woman, I should have found myself by now.
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