Jul 05, 2003 16:44
So it's been awhile and I deeply apologize for not being around.
I think I need to try and be more social. I don't really talk to that many people here. I believe I even gave Britney a cold shoulder when she tried talking to me. I don't really know why though... why I'm not social.
Sometimes I wish I was more like Harry. It seems to be that he doesn't have a care in the world. He's everybody's friend. I just freeze when someone tried talking to me. Always watching my words.
Although I've been talking to Lindsay and Paris a lot and the words seem to just come. -laughs- Again, I don't know why. It's just easy for me to talk to them.
Who knows, maybe I'm thinking too much.