The Heat...among other things
Okay well obviously I'm not happy about how the Heat have played the previous two games, but game three is an improvement, with Wade doing his Jordan impression. F***ing incredible, if anyone missed that-wow what a game. and Shaq draining his two free throws and Dirk missing his, priceless.
On that subject, it's funny, how you hear from people that you didn't even talk to for the past two years, and now these fucking fake Mavs fans from Dallas all want to come back and talk shit all over my facebook. You should see that shit, people who I haven't heard from since I've left Dallas all flooding my shit laughing at how the Heat played. The best part about it is that these so called fans WEREN't EVEN CHECKING FOR THE FUCKING MAVERICKS WHEN I WAS IN DALLAS!! Bull Shit! Seriously I heard probably two people talking about them when I was at SMU. It's just amusing to me how fair weather some people can be. Dumbasses.
Anyways now that that's over, on to more pressing matters. My boys that I grew up with Daniel and Dean moved to Tampa. So that's officially the last of my really good friends that have moved away from Jax that were a part of our circle of friends with Me, Daniel, Dean, Jassim, Dania, and Meera. Shit had me a little depressed because I didnt get to see them the day they left, but it happens man. It's life. So all of them are down in Tampa.
And my former best friend Amy-man I dont even know what happened with her-we don't even really talk anymore. I was playing around too much for her the last time I saw her I guess, even though she did the same exact shit to me the Wednesday night performance of Othello. I dunno man shit just changes so easily. I mean damn, if i knew it would ruin our friend ship I wouldn't have played around. But naw, she im's me tonight and i was really happy-because u know I still obviously want her as a friend..and we talk for a few minutes and then the real reason she talks to me comes out :
"She wants to use my address to see how much cable is in the area because she is moving somewhere near my house. "
I was probably the only one online at the time at these ridiculous hours.
But to make it worse, she said that this wasn't the only reason that she IM'd me. But then after I told her, she had nothing to say to me. Whatfuckingever. You know it's funny I'm not even as mad as I probably come off during this entry. I just don't appreciate this shit. But it's cool I can usually cut people out easily and since we don't chill or talk much anymore-it shouldn't be a problem. The problem is that I don't like doing it, especially since she's known me well going on six years-even thru her switiching out of Stanton we remained close. But you know what...I gotta let shit go.
But it's funny, why is it so hard for me to keep friends for the long term. Let's see the person I've been friends with the longest is Robert and Nima, both of whom i went to middle school with, and both of whom I don't talk to all that much anymore. I recently started hanging out with Nima again down at Miami, btu it was late 2nd semester and he goes to my school.
But anyways it's crazy-maybe it's my fault...i find it hard sometimes to pick up the phone. I have some perception that it makes me seem desperate. Deperate for attention, or for a friend or for something. And I don't like that perception. But it may be true. It just may be true. I have few friends here in Jacksonville, the people that I hung out with at Stanton are all but disbanded, everyone gone their seperate ways-or in their own world. Part of it comes from me going out of state for a year and then going to a college where most from stanton don't. Another part is my fault for not keeping in touch, but another is their fault. Or maybe it's their choice...they simply don't want to hear from me....or maybe they feel that same desperate feeling each time they reach for the phone and call someone they don't normally. I feel that feeling even when i call my close friends. The only time I don't is when I call my family, because I have consistantly kept in touch with my immediate family, and plus they will unonditionally care...in my case anyway. (I also find many people don't keep in touch with their parents everyday, so maybe they need their friends more) SHIT I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA!
All I know is that there's a possibility I'm not a good friend, or i dunno, just shit.
Well on a lighter note, The new NELLY FURTADO CD COMES OUT ON JUNE 20TH!!! MY DADDYS BIRTHDAY TOO!!! Me and my brother got him a Blue Tooth thingymajigger. Hopefully he'll like it, even though he calls people with them cyborgs. Haha. Oh wells. But yeah I've heard the CD and it's amazing. It's totally different than the previous album Folklore, which was different than Whoa, Nelly! The styles and lyrical strengths are there, even though this last album while brilliantly written, has some "pop" tracks such as Promiscuous which dont show off the extent of her lyrical skills that the previous two albums do. However, this album has some gems, such as Te Busque which is one track that really speaks. And one of my favorite tracks from Nelly F for all time, Wait For You. Pick this shit up.
Anyways...I think this is quite enuff.
Peace,
Amir
On that subject, it's funny, how you hear from people that you didn't even talk to for the past two years, and now these fucking fake Mavs fans from Dallas all want to come back and talk shit all over my facebook. You should see that shit, people who I haven't heard from since I've left Dallas all flooding my shit laughing at how the Heat played. The best part about it is that these so called fans WEREN't EVEN CHECKING FOR THE FUCKING MAVERICKS WHEN I WAS IN DALLAS!! Bull Shit! Seriously I heard probably two people talking about them when I was at SMU. It's just amusing to me how fair weather some people can be. Dumbasses.
Anyways now that that's over, on to more pressing matters. My boys that I grew up with Daniel and Dean moved to Tampa. So that's officially the last of my really good friends that have moved away from Jax that were a part of our circle of friends with Me, Daniel, Dean, Jassim, Dania, and Meera. Shit had me a little depressed because I didnt get to see them the day they left, but it happens man. It's life. So all of them are down in Tampa.
And my former best friend Amy-man I dont even know what happened with her-we don't even really talk anymore. I was playing around too much for her the last time I saw her I guess, even though she did the same exact shit to me the Wednesday night performance of Othello. I dunno man shit just changes so easily. I mean damn, if i knew it would ruin our friend ship I wouldn't have played around. But naw, she im's me tonight and i was really happy-because u know I still obviously want her as a friend..and we talk for a few minutes and then the real reason she talks to me comes out :
"She wants to use my address to see how much cable is in the area because she is moving somewhere near my house. "
I was probably the only one online at the time at these ridiculous hours.
But to make it worse, she said that this wasn't the only reason that she IM'd me. But then after I told her, she had nothing to say to me. Whatfuckingever. You know it's funny I'm not even as mad as I probably come off during this entry. I just don't appreciate this shit. But it's cool I can usually cut people out easily and since we don't chill or talk much anymore-it shouldn't be a problem. The problem is that I don't like doing it, especially since she's known me well going on six years-even thru her switiching out of Stanton we remained close. But you know what...I gotta let shit go.
But it's funny, why is it so hard for me to keep friends for the long term. Let's see the person I've been friends with the longest is Robert and Nima, both of whom i went to middle school with, and both of whom I don't talk to all that much anymore. I recently started hanging out with Nima again down at Miami, btu it was late 2nd semester and he goes to my school.
But anyways it's crazy-maybe it's my fault...i find it hard sometimes to pick up the phone. I have some perception that it makes me seem desperate. Deperate for attention, or for a friend or for something. And I don't like that perception. But it may be true. It just may be true. I have few friends here in Jacksonville, the people that I hung out with at Stanton are all but disbanded, everyone gone their seperate ways-or in their own world. Part of it comes from me going out of state for a year and then going to a college where most from stanton don't. Another part is my fault for not keeping in touch, but another is their fault. Or maybe it's their choice...they simply don't want to hear from me....or maybe they feel that same desperate feeling each time they reach for the phone and call someone they don't normally. I feel that feeling even when i call my close friends. The only time I don't is when I call my family, because I have consistantly kept in touch with my immediate family, and plus they will unonditionally care...in my case anyway. (I also find many people don't keep in touch with their parents everyday, so maybe they need their friends more) SHIT I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA!
All I know is that there's a possibility I'm not a good friend, or i dunno, just shit.
Well on a lighter note, The new NELLY FURTADO CD COMES OUT ON JUNE 20TH!!! MY DADDYS BIRTHDAY TOO!!! Me and my brother got him a Blue Tooth thingymajigger. Hopefully he'll like it, even though he calls people with them cyborgs. Haha. Oh wells. But yeah I've heard the CD and it's amazing. It's totally different than the previous album Folklore, which was different than Whoa, Nelly! The styles and lyrical strengths are there, even though this last album while brilliantly written, has some "pop" tracks such as Promiscuous which dont show off the extent of her lyrical skills that the previous two albums do. However, this album has some gems, such as Te Busque which is one track that really speaks. And one of my favorite tracks from Nelly F for all time, Wait For You. Pick this shit up.
Anyways...I think this is quite enuff.
Peace,
Amir