RP Log
Who: Yuushi and Gakuto (hay yeah it's them again)
What: Yuushi visits Gakuto.
Where: Gakuto's apartment
When: Novermber 2
Rating: PG
NOTES: I think Yuushi has a nose fetish or something :|
Gakuto: *opens door a little, sees Yuushi* Fuck. *shuts door*
Yuushi: *still waiting outside Gakuto's place patiently*
Gakuto: *cracks open door* ...>_> *shuts it*
Yuushi: *sighs* Gakuto... please let me in...
Gakuto: *leaning against door cuz it's unlocked* No one here oo;
Yuushi: Gakuto, I'm not leaving. So open the door.
Gakuto: This is the apartment ghost. oo;
Yuushi: Gakuto... stop it.
Gakuto: No!
Yuushi: *sighs* Gakuto... please... i want to help...
Gakuto: *sighs and opens the door, hiding behind it* Hurry up and come in...
Yuushi: *walks in, shutting the door behind him* thank you... *voice soft*
Gakuto: *attempting to hide behind the coat rack*
Yuushi: *takes his hand gently, giving a tiny tug* come here you... *voice still soft*
Gakuto: *ducks his head* Don't want you seeing me like this... *steps out a little, is a mess*
Yuushi: *gently pulls Gakuto against him into a hug, just holding him, lightly enough that he can pull away*
Gakuto: *goes limp*
Yuushi: *just holds Gakuto against him, rocking him gently*
Gakuto: Why are...why. *hits Yuushi lightly on the arm* Why are you still here...
Yuushi: *gives a faint smile, still holding him* because i care about you, baka...
Gakuto: But...but...*pulls away* ...Excuse me. *rushes for the bathroom*
Yuushi: *sighs, following, really worried about him, not sure what to do really*
Gakuto: *kneeling over toilet, dry-heaving*
Yuushi: *comes up behind, just rubbing Gakuto's back gently*
Gakuto: *throws up his breakfast, crying a little because Yuushi has to see this*
Yuushi: *doesn't think badly of Gakuto at all, just rubbing his back gently*
Gakuto: *coughs in between heaves* Ngh... *slumps a little before throwing up more*
Yuushi: *just rubbing his back, worried, holding his hair if he needs*
Gakuto: *gives one last heave, then bursts into tears*
Yuushi: *pulls him close when he's done, just holding him, it killing him to see Gakuto like this, but wanting to be here for him so badly*
Gakuto: I'm stupid. *sniffles* I don't deserve you.
Yuushi: *rocking him gently* you're not stupid... things happen... I'm here for you okay... i know its going to be hard, but i really care about you...
Gakuto: I let my sister get to me when I knew I shouldn't and I hurt my brother and you and...
Yuushi: *sighs softly, holding him* sometimes these things just happen... we're still here for you... and I'm proud of you for trying to quit...
Gakuto: But...my brother...he was thirteen when he found out. He came in my room and I was smoking and...*bites his hand*
Yuushi: *rocks him* shhh... it's over okay... he still loves you...
Gakuto: they wouldn't give me guardianship because of it. And I was clean when I was trying for the guardianship and then I didn't get it and I started again...*needs to get it all out*
Yuushi: *nods slightly, still holding him*
Gakuto: And one day I couldn't find a hit anywhere, so I went for coffee...and I met a guy.
Yuushi: *kisses the top of his head gently*
Gakuto: And I wanted to stop but I couldn't...and I told the guy there were better people out there for him...because it's true but he insisted on sticking around.
Yuushi: because i care about you... *he whispers*
Gakuto: ...Why?
Yuushi: I don't know why... I just do... You mean a lot to me... There's just something about you... *whispering*
Gakuto: *wipes eyes* I...should....brush my teeth. *laughs weakly*
Yuushi: *kisses the top of his head again, nodding, helping him up slowly*
Gakuto: *stares at the two toothbrushes by the sink* ...Which is mine...right... *grabs his own*
Yuushi: *lets him brush his teeth, hand resting just lightly on the small of Gakuto's back*
Gakuto: *brushes as quickly as possible to avoid gagging on toothbrush by accident*
Yuushi: *whispers* i don't think badly of you, okay...
Gakuto: I wish you would...*rinses toothbrush and wipes back of hand across mouth*
Yuushi: why…?
Gakuto: It would be easier if you did...*getting teary again, damn*
Yuushi: i can't think badly of you though... It happened... you're trying to stop... I'm proud of you...
Gakuto: ...You don't get it.
Yuushi: ...then tell me..?
Gakuto: No. You won't get it...
Yuushi: ...why... *whispers*
Gakuto: Have you ever gotten slapped for not finishing your dinner? Punched for asking to watch the TV for an hour before doing homework? Kicked for getting home five minutes after curfew because you missed the last bus and had to take the train instead?
Yuushi: *winces just a bit* no, but i got beat for getting bad marks... or for realizing i was gay...
Gakuto: By an older sibling who was supposed to take care of you...? Because your parents decided they didn't want their three kids?
Yuushi: *shakes his head slowly, still holding him* no...
Gakuto: She was the favorite...and Makoto was the baby. And it was like she looked for excuses to make me feel bad...*holding in the tears*
Yuushi: *just rocking him gently, here for him. If Gakuto needed to cry, he could cry.*
Gakuto: It's all her fucking fault! She…she makes me want people to not care.
Yuushi: *nods slightly, sighing* i hate that she's hurt you so much...
Gakuto: I don't even know what I did...I don't know...
Yuushi: sometimes, people are just cruel... they have no reasons... *kisses the top of his head* i won't treat you like that... you're special to me...
Gakuto: I was fourteen. She was supposed to take care of me...even before...*shakes head* I'm being pathetic.
Yuushi: *frowns, giving him a gentle hug, kissing the top of his head again* you're not being pathetic.
Gakuto: I am. I...I need to lie down.
Yuushi: *nods, letting Gakuto go gently, not sure where Gakuto's room is*
Gakuto: *tugs Yuushi with him down the corridor to his room* Want you to stay...
Yuushi: *gives him a soft smile, nodding, following him* sure thing...
Gakuto: *sinks onto his bed, still holding Yuushi's hand*
Yuushi: *lays down beside him, pulling Gakuto against him gently, cuddling him*
Gakuto: *snuggles up against Yuushi* I'm going to be miserable...
Yuushi: I'll still stick by you... *speaking softly, nuzzling a little8
Gakuto: Even when I refuse to believe that there's anything to live for?
Yuushi: *nods, shutting his eyes* i'll just have to be there more, to prove to you there's something to live for...
Gakuto: *picks at Yuushi's shirt quietly*
Yuushi: *kisses Gakuto's forehead gently* i mean it... i know this is going to be hard for you... but you're not alone okay...
Gakuto: *nods* Okay...
Yuushi: *cuddles his Gakuto close*
Gakuto: *buries his face against Yuushi's chest*
Yuushi: *rubs Gakuto's back gently* I won't leave okay... rest if you need to...
Gakuto: Promise?
Yuushi: *kisses Gakuto's nose* promise.
Gakuto: You're a sap. *laughs a little*
Yuushi: *really glad to hear that laugh* You know you like it... *nuzzles*
Gakuto: Mm...I do...
Yuushi: *soft smile, just holding him close* *wanting to tell Gakuto his feelings so badly, but doesn't want to push things right now*
Gakuto: I'm not...sleepy...just...wanna lie down...*picking at Yuushi's shirt again*
Yuushi: *nods, kissing the top of his head* no problem...
Gakuto: *pickpickpick* The stitching on this is horrible.
Yuushi: *blinks, letting out a small laugh. now that was cute.* I guess I'll have to go shopping for better clothes then sometime..
Gakuto: I'm reasonably sure if I took the loose string at the hem and pulled, you'd eventually have no shirt. *totally serious :| <-- srsface*
Yuushi: *kisses Gakuto's nose, noting the totally serious face* well i'll definitely have to fix that won't i?
Gakuto: *squeaks* Ne...Yuushiiiiii...
Yuushi: *chuckles* haaaaaai?
Gakuto: That tickles~~~!
Yuushi: *does it again*
Gakuto: *wrinkles his nose* Ne!
Yuushi: mmm cute. *nuzzle*
Gakuto: Not cute. *pouts*
Yuushi: ....*omgcute* very cute *kisses nose again*
Gakuto: *squirms* Stop doing thaaaaaaat. *whiny*
Yuushi: *hug~* okay okay~
Gakuto: It's all tickly. *wrinkles nose* Why do you do that? ...It's a nose. We all have one.
Yuushi: because yours is cute. *grin*
Gakuto: *pout* Not.
Yuushi: it's a matter of opinion. And i find it cute.
Gakuto: If you say so...*still doesn't think it's cute*
Yuushi: *nuzzles* feeling a little better?
Gakuto: A bit, yeah...
Yuushi: mmm I'm glad. *cuddle*
Gakuto: Still can't believe I slipped...
Yuushi: *kisses his forehead* but you're getting better okay. And i'll be here for you through it all.
Gakuto: *nodnod* Mm...
Yuushi: you can't get rid of me that easily. *smiles softly, giving him a little peck on the lips*
Gakuto: I'm smelly. Thought that would've driven you off for sure.
Yuushi: Mmmm then we'll just have to give you a bath *grins*
Gakuto: *eyes Yuushi* We'll?
Yuushi: *just grins*
Gakuto: *repeats himself*
Yuushi: *grins a little more* yes "We'll"
Gakuto: *bliiiiiiiiiiink* What.
Yuushi: *chuckles*
Gakuto: *stares incredulously*
Yuushi: *kisses his forehead*
Gakuto: *keeps staring*
Yuushi: *just smiles* yes?
Gakuto: ._________________.
Yuushi: mmmm? *kiss*
Gakuto: >///> Nothin'
Yuushi: *glad to see Gakuto a little more relaxed*
Gakuto: *not relaxed, BLUSHING*
Yuushi: *compared to before he is* *finding the blush cute* ...*snuggles his Gakuto*
Gakuto: *buries face against Yuushi's chest again*
Yuushi: *pets Gakuto's hair* you okay?
Gakuto: Why'd you go and say that for? *whiny and blushing*
Yuushi: why not? Is it wrong of me?
Gakuto: *mumbles* Making me blush...
Yuushi: i like when you blush... *nuzzle*
Gakuto: *whines* Why, it clashes with my hair...
Yuushi: because it's nice to know i can affect you that way.
Gakuto: Now you know...and...you're smelly too. *sticks out his tongue*
Yuushi: well maybe we both need a bath~
Gakuto: *sticks out his tongue again*
Yuushi: *chuckles* well, if we both need one~
Gakuto: You trying to imply something? *knows Yuushi is but still*
Yuushi: mmm maybe... *nuzzle* *totally won't do anything unless gakuto wants though*
Gakuto: You can figure out how to get me out of bed then.
Yuushi: *smiles* Maybe in a bit... i like being here with you...
Gakuto: *smiles back* You're soft.
Yuushi: *blinks* I am?
Gakuto: Mm, cuddling with you is comfy.
Yuushi: *kisses him* Well I'm glad... You'll be getting it a lot.
Gakuto: You have a job, don't you? And friends? I don't want to eat up your time.
Yuushi: Work is eating up my time more than anything.... And i want to be here for you... I'll find time for everything...
Gakuto: *kisses Yuushi* You don't have to visit everyday. You have enough stress anyway...just...let me know you're alive every once in a while. I'll be back to myself in no time...
Yuushi: *kisses back softly* I'll come by as much as I can... I said I'd be here for you... you're my boyfriend... i want to be by your side...
Gakuto: Don't make yourself sick over this...
Yuushi: *small smile* i won't... I'm seeing a counselor now... so it should be okay...
Gakuto: If you say so...
Yuushi: *nods a little* i'll try and take better care of myself okay?
Gakuto: *nodnod* So will I.
Yuushi: *nuzzle* i know you will. Proud of you.
Gakuto: Mm, you keep nuzzling all the time...
Yuushi: cause you feel nice.. *nuzzles more*
Gakuto: *laughs* You're a dork, you know that? *kisses him*
Yuushi: *kisses back* Mmmm i do... But i can't help it around you.
Gakuto: What'll happen if we go out in public then? *pokes him in the chest*
Yuushi: *Frowns just a bit* I guess i'll have to tone it down...
Gakuto: Never said I didn't like it... *pickpickpicks at Yuushi's shirt*
Yuushi: we probably shouldn't advertise we're together though... *watching Gakuto pick at his shirt... still rather amused by that*
Gakuto: No, probably not. *pickpick*
Yuushi: *kisses the top of his head*...I don't want to hide it... But I'm not sure what would happen otherwise.....
Gakuto: I know what would happen. Fuji-san would have it plastered in his rag. 'Nothing to worry your pretty head about' my ass.
Yuushi: *frowns a little more* mmm... *more worried about what could happen to Gakuto rather than himself if it ever got out*
Gakuto: What are you thinking...and don't say nothing because it's not nothing.
Yuushi: I'm just more worried about what could happen to you if the press found out...
Gakuto: Like...?
Yuushi: my coworker.
Gakuto: What about your coworker? *never met the coworker but does. not. like.*
Yuushi: She's gotten... a little more forward lately... *still frowning* I'm worried about what she would try to do if she found out i was dating... especially if she found out who i was dating...
Gakuto: *scowls and thinks BAD thoughts*
Yuushi: *just hugs Gakuto*
Gakuto: *very homicidal toward those who do his friends...and boyfriend...wrong but shhh*
Yuushi: *more worried that she'll try and do something to severely hurt Gakuto in some way... either physical or mental... if she found out*
Gakuto: *snuggles against Yuushi* Relax. There's no paparazzi here.
Yuushi: ...its you I'm worried for... *whispers*
Gakuto: Yuushi. Don't worry about it. *squeezes Yuushi's shoulder* It'll be fine.
Yuushi: *not so sure about that, but nods, holding Gakuto close*
Gakuto: *sighs* Deal with things as they come your way. Don't stress too much.
Yuushi: *looks into Gakuto's eyes, giving a small nod* alright... I'll try...
Gakuto: *kisses him* Good.
What: Yuushi visits Gakuto.
Where: Gakuto's apartment
When: Novermber 2
Rating: PG
NOTES: I think Yuushi has a nose fetish or something :|
Gakuto: *opens door a little, sees Yuushi* Fuck. *shuts door*
Yuushi: *still waiting outside Gakuto's place patiently*
Gakuto: *cracks open door* ...>_> *shuts it*
Yuushi: *sighs* Gakuto... please let me in...
Gakuto: *leaning against door cuz it's unlocked* No one here oo;
Yuushi: Gakuto, I'm not leaving. So open the door.
Gakuto: This is the apartment ghost. oo;
Yuushi: Gakuto... stop it.
Gakuto: No!
Yuushi: *sighs* Gakuto... please... i want to help...
Gakuto: *sighs and opens the door, hiding behind it* Hurry up and come in...
Yuushi: *walks in, shutting the door behind him* thank you... *voice soft*
Gakuto: *attempting to hide behind the coat rack*
Yuushi: *takes his hand gently, giving a tiny tug* come here you... *voice still soft*
Gakuto: *ducks his head* Don't want you seeing me like this... *steps out a little, is a mess*
Yuushi: *gently pulls Gakuto against him into a hug, just holding him, lightly enough that he can pull away*
Gakuto: *goes limp*
Yuushi: *just holds Gakuto against him, rocking him gently*
Gakuto: Why are...why. *hits Yuushi lightly on the arm* Why are you still here...
Yuushi: *gives a faint smile, still holding him* because i care about you, baka...
Gakuto: But...but...*pulls away* ...Excuse me. *rushes for the bathroom*
Yuushi: *sighs, following, really worried about him, not sure what to do really*
Gakuto: *kneeling over toilet, dry-heaving*
Yuushi: *comes up behind, just rubbing Gakuto's back gently*
Gakuto: *throws up his breakfast, crying a little because Yuushi has to see this*
Yuushi: *doesn't think badly of Gakuto at all, just rubbing his back gently*
Gakuto: *coughs in between heaves* Ngh... *slumps a little before throwing up more*
Yuushi: *just rubbing his back, worried, holding his hair if he needs*
Gakuto: *gives one last heave, then bursts into tears*
Yuushi: *pulls him close when he's done, just holding him, it killing him to see Gakuto like this, but wanting to be here for him so badly*
Gakuto: I'm stupid. *sniffles* I don't deserve you.
Yuushi: *rocking him gently* you're not stupid... things happen... I'm here for you okay... i know its going to be hard, but i really care about you...
Gakuto: I let my sister get to me when I knew I shouldn't and I hurt my brother and you and...
Yuushi: *sighs softly, holding him* sometimes these things just happen... we're still here for you... and I'm proud of you for trying to quit...
Gakuto: But...my brother...he was thirteen when he found out. He came in my room and I was smoking and...*bites his hand*
Yuushi: *rocks him* shhh... it's over okay... he still loves you...
Gakuto: they wouldn't give me guardianship because of it. And I was clean when I was trying for the guardianship and then I didn't get it and I started again...*needs to get it all out*
Yuushi: *nods slightly, still holding him*
Gakuto: And one day I couldn't find a hit anywhere, so I went for coffee...and I met a guy.
Yuushi: *kisses the top of his head gently*
Gakuto: And I wanted to stop but I couldn't...and I told the guy there were better people out there for him...because it's true but he insisted on sticking around.
Yuushi: because i care about you... *he whispers*
Gakuto: ...Why?
Yuushi: I don't know why... I just do... You mean a lot to me... There's just something about you... *whispering*
Gakuto: *wipes eyes* I...should....brush my teeth. *laughs weakly*
Yuushi: *kisses the top of his head again, nodding, helping him up slowly*
Gakuto: *stares at the two toothbrushes by the sink* ...Which is mine...right... *grabs his own*
Yuushi: *lets him brush his teeth, hand resting just lightly on the small of Gakuto's back*
Gakuto: *brushes as quickly as possible to avoid gagging on toothbrush by accident*
Yuushi: *whispers* i don't think badly of you, okay...
Gakuto: I wish you would...*rinses toothbrush and wipes back of hand across mouth*
Yuushi: why…?
Gakuto: It would be easier if you did...*getting teary again, damn*
Yuushi: i can't think badly of you though... It happened... you're trying to stop... I'm proud of you...
Gakuto: ...You don't get it.
Yuushi: ...then tell me..?
Gakuto: No. You won't get it...
Yuushi: ...why... *whispers*
Gakuto: Have you ever gotten slapped for not finishing your dinner? Punched for asking to watch the TV for an hour before doing homework? Kicked for getting home five minutes after curfew because you missed the last bus and had to take the train instead?
Yuushi: *winces just a bit* no, but i got beat for getting bad marks... or for realizing i was gay...
Gakuto: By an older sibling who was supposed to take care of you...? Because your parents decided they didn't want their three kids?
Yuushi: *shakes his head slowly, still holding him* no...
Gakuto: She was the favorite...and Makoto was the baby. And it was like she looked for excuses to make me feel bad...*holding in the tears*
Yuushi: *just rocking him gently, here for him. If Gakuto needed to cry, he could cry.*
Gakuto: It's all her fucking fault! She…she makes me want people to not care.
Yuushi: *nods slightly, sighing* i hate that she's hurt you so much...
Gakuto: I don't even know what I did...I don't know...
Yuushi: sometimes, people are just cruel... they have no reasons... *kisses the top of his head* i won't treat you like that... you're special to me...
Gakuto: I was fourteen. She was supposed to take care of me...even before...*shakes head* I'm being pathetic.
Yuushi: *frowns, giving him a gentle hug, kissing the top of his head again* you're not being pathetic.
Gakuto: I am. I...I need to lie down.
Yuushi: *nods, letting Gakuto go gently, not sure where Gakuto's room is*
Gakuto: *tugs Yuushi with him down the corridor to his room* Want you to stay...
Yuushi: *gives him a soft smile, nodding, following him* sure thing...
Gakuto: *sinks onto his bed, still holding Yuushi's hand*
Yuushi: *lays down beside him, pulling Gakuto against him gently, cuddling him*
Gakuto: *snuggles up against Yuushi* I'm going to be miserable...
Yuushi: I'll still stick by you... *speaking softly, nuzzling a little8
Gakuto: Even when I refuse to believe that there's anything to live for?
Yuushi: *nods, shutting his eyes* i'll just have to be there more, to prove to you there's something to live for...
Gakuto: *picks at Yuushi's shirt quietly*
Yuushi: *kisses Gakuto's forehead gently* i mean it... i know this is going to be hard for you... but you're not alone okay...
Gakuto: *nods* Okay...
Yuushi: *cuddles his Gakuto close*
Gakuto: *buries his face against Yuushi's chest*
Yuushi: *rubs Gakuto's back gently* I won't leave okay... rest if you need to...
Gakuto: Promise?
Yuushi: *kisses Gakuto's nose* promise.
Gakuto: You're a sap. *laughs a little*
Yuushi: *really glad to hear that laugh* You know you like it... *nuzzles*
Gakuto: Mm...I do...
Yuushi: *soft smile, just holding him close* *wanting to tell Gakuto his feelings so badly, but doesn't want to push things right now*
Gakuto: I'm not...sleepy...just...wanna lie down...*picking at Yuushi's shirt again*
Yuushi: *nods, kissing the top of his head* no problem...
Gakuto: *pickpickpick* The stitching on this is horrible.
Yuushi: *blinks, letting out a small laugh. now that was cute.* I guess I'll have to go shopping for better clothes then sometime..
Gakuto: I'm reasonably sure if I took the loose string at the hem and pulled, you'd eventually have no shirt. *totally serious :| <-- srsface*
Yuushi: *kisses Gakuto's nose, noting the totally serious face* well i'll definitely have to fix that won't i?
Gakuto: *squeaks* Ne...Yuushiiiiii...
Yuushi: *chuckles* haaaaaai?
Gakuto: That tickles~~~!
Yuushi: *does it again*
Gakuto: *wrinkles his nose* Ne!
Yuushi: mmm cute. *nuzzle*
Gakuto: Not cute. *pouts*
Yuushi: ....*omgcute* very cute *kisses nose again*
Gakuto: *squirms* Stop doing thaaaaaaat. *whiny*
Yuushi: *hug~* okay okay~
Gakuto: It's all tickly. *wrinkles nose* Why do you do that? ...It's a nose. We all have one.
Yuushi: because yours is cute. *grin*
Gakuto: *pout* Not.
Yuushi: it's a matter of opinion. And i find it cute.
Gakuto: If you say so...*still doesn't think it's cute*
Yuushi: *nuzzles* feeling a little better?
Gakuto: A bit, yeah...
Yuushi: mmm I'm glad. *cuddle*
Gakuto: Still can't believe I slipped...
Yuushi: *kisses his forehead* but you're getting better okay. And i'll be here for you through it all.
Gakuto: *nodnod* Mm...
Yuushi: you can't get rid of me that easily. *smiles softly, giving him a little peck on the lips*
Gakuto: I'm smelly. Thought that would've driven you off for sure.
Yuushi: Mmmm then we'll just have to give you a bath *grins*
Gakuto: *eyes Yuushi* We'll?
Yuushi: *just grins*
Gakuto: *repeats himself*
Yuushi: *grins a little more* yes "We'll"
Gakuto: *bliiiiiiiiiiink* What.
Yuushi: *chuckles*
Gakuto: *stares incredulously*
Yuushi: *kisses his forehead*
Gakuto: *keeps staring*
Yuushi: *just smiles* yes?
Gakuto: ._________________.
Yuushi: mmmm? *kiss*
Gakuto: >///> Nothin'
Yuushi: *glad to see Gakuto a little more relaxed*
Gakuto: *not relaxed, BLUSHING*
Yuushi: *compared to before he is* *finding the blush cute* ...*snuggles his Gakuto*
Gakuto: *buries face against Yuushi's chest again*
Yuushi: *pets Gakuto's hair* you okay?
Gakuto: Why'd you go and say that for? *whiny and blushing*
Yuushi: why not? Is it wrong of me?
Gakuto: *mumbles* Making me blush...
Yuushi: i like when you blush... *nuzzle*
Gakuto: *whines* Why, it clashes with my hair...
Yuushi: because it's nice to know i can affect you that way.
Gakuto: Now you know...and...you're smelly too. *sticks out his tongue*
Yuushi: well maybe we both need a bath~
Gakuto: *sticks out his tongue again*
Yuushi: *chuckles* well, if we both need one~
Gakuto: You trying to imply something? *knows Yuushi is but still*
Yuushi: mmm maybe... *nuzzle* *totally won't do anything unless gakuto wants though*
Gakuto: You can figure out how to get me out of bed then.
Yuushi: *smiles* Maybe in a bit... i like being here with you...
Gakuto: *smiles back* You're soft.
Yuushi: *blinks* I am?
Gakuto: Mm, cuddling with you is comfy.
Yuushi: *kisses him* Well I'm glad... You'll be getting it a lot.
Gakuto: You have a job, don't you? And friends? I don't want to eat up your time.
Yuushi: Work is eating up my time more than anything.... And i want to be here for you... I'll find time for everything...
Gakuto: *kisses Yuushi* You don't have to visit everyday. You have enough stress anyway...just...let me know you're alive every once in a while. I'll be back to myself in no time...
Yuushi: *kisses back softly* I'll come by as much as I can... I said I'd be here for you... you're my boyfriend... i want to be by your side...
Gakuto: Don't make yourself sick over this...
Yuushi: *small smile* i won't... I'm seeing a counselor now... so it should be okay...
Gakuto: If you say so...
Yuushi: *nods a little* i'll try and take better care of myself okay?
Gakuto: *nodnod* So will I.
Yuushi: *nuzzle* i know you will. Proud of you.
Gakuto: Mm, you keep nuzzling all the time...
Yuushi: cause you feel nice.. *nuzzles more*
Gakuto: *laughs* You're a dork, you know that? *kisses him*
Yuushi: *kisses back* Mmmm i do... But i can't help it around you.
Gakuto: What'll happen if we go out in public then? *pokes him in the chest*
Yuushi: *Frowns just a bit* I guess i'll have to tone it down...
Gakuto: Never said I didn't like it... *pickpickpicks at Yuushi's shirt*
Yuushi: we probably shouldn't advertise we're together though... *watching Gakuto pick at his shirt... still rather amused by that*
Gakuto: No, probably not. *pickpick*
Yuushi: *kisses the top of his head*...I don't want to hide it... But I'm not sure what would happen otherwise.....
Gakuto: I know what would happen. Fuji-san would have it plastered in his rag. 'Nothing to worry your pretty head about' my ass.
Yuushi: *frowns a little more* mmm... *more worried about what could happen to Gakuto rather than himself if it ever got out*
Gakuto: What are you thinking...and don't say nothing because it's not nothing.
Yuushi: I'm just more worried about what could happen to you if the press found out...
Gakuto: Like...?
Yuushi: my coworker.
Gakuto: What about your coworker? *never met the coworker but does. not. like.*
Yuushi: She's gotten... a little more forward lately... *still frowning* I'm worried about what she would try to do if she found out i was dating... especially if she found out who i was dating...
Gakuto: *scowls and thinks BAD thoughts*
Yuushi: *just hugs Gakuto*
Gakuto: *very homicidal toward those who do his friends...and boyfriend...wrong but shhh*
Yuushi: *more worried that she'll try and do something to severely hurt Gakuto in some way... either physical or mental... if she found out*
Gakuto: *snuggles against Yuushi* Relax. There's no paparazzi here.
Yuushi: ...its you I'm worried for... *whispers*
Gakuto: Yuushi. Don't worry about it. *squeezes Yuushi's shoulder* It'll be fine.
Yuushi: *not so sure about that, but nods, holding Gakuto close*
Gakuto: *sighs* Deal with things as they come your way. Don't stress too much.
Yuushi: *looks into Gakuto's eyes, giving a small nod* alright... I'll try...
Gakuto: *kisses him* Good.