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"...pains go phantom and people, people fade away." --meredith grey
i chose to just fade away to emancipate myself from all the pain. it's working and it feels so damn good. i chose not to settle for anything less, and came to realize that not getting any is better than mediocrity. being underemployed can be overly taxing, so as with everything else. if being alone is all i can manage for the moment, so be it. over expending one's heart and soul is highly exhausting. with this, stopping is the only recourse.
i chose to just fade away to emancipate myself from all the pain. it's working and it feels so damn good. i chose not to settle for anything less, and came to realize that not getting any is better than mediocrity. being underemployed can be overly taxing, so as with everything else. if being alone is all i can manage for the moment, so be it. over expending one's heart and soul is highly exhausting. with this, stopping is the only recourse.