Aug 21, 2005 00:37
it has been forseen
"well...heh... at least youll find aestetic love....heh"( that means im not going to know what it feels like for someone to put their hand on my fucking back of all lowely things this lifetime)
my magick isnt working right now
i have to be at work realy early in the morning after i got off late
everyone, when talking to them, stops listening/starts talking over me/walks away
i dont have any fucking pot
large blister on my heel from walking so much
massive headach
everyone around me is blissfully happy
im not in holland
im going to be fucking 20 years old on monday
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this was written in anger twards myself and everyone around me