May 16, 2005 01:30
A day with friends + Garden State x (Lying on the grass at 1 a.m. looking at stars + Snow Patrol playing on my ipod) = A weird counterproductive artist mood. There has gotta be some sort of weird formula for this, i've gone through the past 3 years quite comfortably without any desire for romance; but the above combination of events and setting circumstances has left me feeling pretty damn vulnerable. Whats up with this? I haven't found anybody i'm really that attracted to, its just a bizarre mood i'm in, and it needs to end, right now. On another note I really wish I had my watercolors with me at the moment.