feeling random
*sometimes I think LJ has a power over me to think emo
what is that about?
*Work today was lame, didn't want to be there
I'm NOT working next saturday despite what 3/4 of my friends think
Made 20 in tips...thats good for some gas
*One relationship is getting stressed and weird. I dont know why
I hope it gets better, well, it pretty much has to
*I'm addicted to it, i dont like that i am
*I'm the biggest slacker you'll meet
*Insurance bill came today
there goes another $640.OUCH
*Finally got two EP's i was wanting on cd. Glad
*I've missed the last 3 or 4 format shows. wow, thats pretty sad
*they were talkin about depression on tv...they said some of the symptoms were staying home, eating more, and sleeping more
I think I'm depressed
*on that note...I feel like the only way for me to be okay with stuff is to not think about it, and when i realize im doing that i feel the most guilt ive ever felt in my life. I wish there was more i could do...I dont want it to just be done with. But i dont want to be sad all the time. It's just so wrong.
*Ben was born! that's awesome, i hope byard and jen are doing good and of course ben, keep them in your prayers
*Im done, have a good saturday night.
what is that about?
*Work today was lame, didn't want to be there
I'm NOT working next saturday despite what 3/4 of my friends think
Made 20 in tips...thats good for some gas
*One relationship is getting stressed and weird. I dont know why
I hope it gets better, well, it pretty much has to
*I'm addicted to it, i dont like that i am
*I'm the biggest slacker you'll meet
*Insurance bill came today
there goes another $640.OUCH
*Finally got two EP's i was wanting on cd. Glad
*I've missed the last 3 or 4 format shows. wow, thats pretty sad
*they were talkin about depression on tv...they said some of the symptoms were staying home, eating more, and sleeping more
I think I'm depressed
*on that note...I feel like the only way for me to be okay with stuff is to not think about it, and when i realize im doing that i feel the most guilt ive ever felt in my life. I wish there was more i could do...I dont want it to just be done with. But i dont want to be sad all the time. It's just so wrong.
*Ben was born! that's awesome, i hope byard and jen are doing good and of course ben, keep them in your prayers
*Im done, have a good saturday night.