Jan 01, 2006 16:32
New Years Eve?
-Disappointment in people
-Pride in others
-A new found love of roman candles
-A giant mess of complications
-Unwanted freedom leading to undesirable hurt
-Despise of self and sorrow for others
Father's New Years drinking list[impressive?]
-Goldschlager
-Tequila
-Sambuca
-Whiskey
-Vodka
-Good ol' beer
Overall statement - If I may rephrase an earlier statement from today, "I returned that night to the pale lighted house, flooded by long flipped switches and filled with blaring, unwatched television banter. Only my eyes were open to turn off the lights and silence the television and only my eyes seemed to detect the layers of lost innocence coating my skin like napalm."
The New Year Expectations
-The loss of many people
-The tears and laughter of many more
-The unassisted path
-Only 6 years left!
-Places I Remember
-Eventual forgiveness..Or at least forgetfulness
-Hope, despair, and lots of Mandarin Oranges
To Do List
-Get into a college
-Become independent of parents
-Go to Europe/hiking/spirit quest
-Compete in OSB and SB
Resolution: In response to the continuing degradation of this human's spirit, I propose the following to be needed, yet ultimately futile, resolutions.
-Give it up or at least pick one
-Maintain my stance on alcohol and drugs in general
-Become more devout
-Regain lost appreciation of nature and of the noble savage
-Write a long story/publish a poem/make an actual movie at least an hour in length
-Improve this body and it's general physical skillz [that's right skillz]
-Be punished
"So long and thanks for all the fish."
*Edit*
"He drinks a whiskey drink
He drinks a vodka drink
He drinks a lager drink
He drinks a cider drink
He sings the songs that remind him of the good times
He sings the songs that remind him of the better times"