whatta night
blah blah blah. that was my day. tomorrow is my last day at gar-field.i still have nursing til the 18th though. isnt that a shitter. it will be wierd not going to school anymore. very wierd. because like, that is what i have been doing for 13 years. september-june 5 days a week 8 hours a day y' know.now the real world is approaching and i must choose wisely because the choices i make now will mold my later being.scarey thought. at least to me it is. my room is such a filthy mess. i feel gross sitting in it. but it isnt like trash or anything. it is just clothes and soccer stuff. but still. my car is registered and on the road. i dont like it. jamie seems to think that it will grow on me. but i doubt it. it is just a wierd car. ITS PURPLE! ha ha. that is the coolest thing about it. no one really has pppuurrrrrppplllleeeee cars. so if you see one. it is probably me. it is really long too. im definitely not used to that. but hey, i cant complain i guess. i have a car and not a lot of people do. i still miss my tracer though. :( what is really sad about that is that the reason it is gone is because of me. but at the same time....IT WASNT MY FAULT THE ACCIDENT HAPPENED! although according to "policy" anyone hit from behind is not at fault. grrr. i can argue this point. and never let down. they have policies and rules.fuck 'em all. i wish i had gotten pictures of it totalled too. that would be a nice memory to keep. maybe my insurance has pictures. i should call and ask. i have my front liscence plate. LOL that thing... ha ha is fucked up. it has chunks taken out of it and it is all folded over. ~sigh~ my little go-cart was the shit. well, im getting sleeeeeeeeepy i will respond again someday.