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Im so tired of all this stress. my back and neck are crap. my muscles and joints ache. my head always hurts. my eyes are always sore. Im getting almost no sleep. my immune system is shot. I just wish someone was like.. there you know. I feel so powerless behind the mask. excuse me.. but Im so tired of all the shit. thats the only way I can put it. you know, it doesnt matter who I like cause nothing ever works out my way anyway. it doesnt matter what I do cause its never seen anway. it doesnt matter what I think cause no one cares. sorry for the pitty trip, just tell me to shove it if you dont want to hear. and none of that "shove it!... jay kay, el oh el, ahahaha" bull, Im not in the mood. Im not in the mood for anything. Im just gonna drop out of school. Im sick of it. Im sick of work. Im sick of wasting my time failing. Im sick of the people. Im just gonna go get a job, make some money, buy some stuff, drive some places, meet some people, so some things.... I just need to get out of here. no one here can do anything.
on a semi-bright note. Forrest and I poached a new hot tub last night. at 12 in the morning. it really could have used some ladies. but it was kinda 12... but nice to soak in a hot tub. but it was still depressing cause of everything discussed.
whatever. later
on a semi-bright note. Forrest and I poached a new hot tub last night. at 12 in the morning. it really could have used some ladies. but it was kinda 12... but nice to soak in a hot tub. but it was still depressing cause of everything discussed.
whatever. later