hmmm what to say
The past couple months have been.... i dunno what word im lookin for. Probably because i cant really describe all the shit thats gone down lately. College started and i moved here away from everyone ive known to grow and love. It gets lonely sometimes and ya miss the people who have always been there for ya. Not so bad cause i have a good friend up here and all you need in life is atleast one good friend, so im set. Schools been good so far, the whole homework and studying thing is terrible. Met some good people who live next to us and became fond of one of them. That didnt work out so well because its hard to become something with someone whos been in a relationship for the past 2 years. dumb shit. well worst of all this month, my best friend justin is gone. came as a shock to me being that the day before i talked to him and he was fine, just eating food and had to let me go so he could finish. Its hard as hell , every single day i wish he was here and i still talk to him like he is. A great person and always a great friend, i had fun whenever i was with him whether i was skippin school to come play video games with him or if we were goin tannin just so we could look darker to get some chicks. haha, a great influence on me and an inspiration to all. Im greedy for wanting him back because i kno hes much better right now, and ive come to terms with it. the worst feeling in the world is losing a person and never being able to see them again. i dont wanna write anymore cause ill just end up being sad again. love you all, thanks for everything