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i feel really weird. something about today gives me the heebie-jeebies. i dont nkow what it is. some sort of.... apathetic, just fuck'n... i dont even know. not in a great mood. something is missing or there is too much of something or not enough of .... who knows what. i think i need more excitement in my life. i want to get involved in something. maybe ill make it my schoolwork. ill just get fuck'n SUCKED INTO my school work and be happy doing physics/engineering problems.
and this girl who i THOUGHT might be on the horizon is officially not. there were some signs, wasn't sure, saw her holding hands with a dude today and i was just like GODDAMMIT! not a big deal or anything, but one less fish in the proverbial sea. does anyone else agree that life is bland recently? cause... it is. blah blah blah. blah blah. blah blah. blah. purple monkey dishwasher.
Oh and you know what a GREAT fucking game is?
The Good, the Bad, and Your Mama!
You take a good scenario, and then turn it into a bad one, and then you just make it horrible. Example:
You pick up $100 off the ground.
The $100 was in a pile of dog shit.
The dog shit is still inside of the dog.
and this girl who i THOUGHT might be on the horizon is officially not. there were some signs, wasn't sure, saw her holding hands with a dude today and i was just like GODDAMMIT! not a big deal or anything, but one less fish in the proverbial sea. does anyone else agree that life is bland recently? cause... it is. blah blah blah. blah blah. blah blah. blah. purple monkey dishwasher.
Oh and you know what a GREAT fucking game is?
The Good, the Bad, and Your Mama!
You take a good scenario, and then turn it into a bad one, and then you just make it horrible. Example:
You pick up $100 off the ground.
The $100 was in a pile of dog shit.
The dog shit is still inside of the dog.