Jan 29, 2006 02:55
Well, I suppose I should congratulate myself that I have been able to tolerate Goebel core without losing my mind. I don't mind the workload, I suppose, as I have yet to have found myself actually hating it. In a way, I am glad that she is forcing me to work so hard. It will force me to get more organized, and stay that way. It is refreshing to finally have a workload that will challenge me, if only a bit.
Everything feels so different since getting back to IUP. It has been quite enjoyable catching up with people that I fell away from during the first semester. The month away seemed to reset some of what happened, but not in a bad way. I keep catching myself thinking about the future, which doesn't seem so bad, really, but I plan on enjoying the present as much as possible.
It is hard to stay focused on school, though. I have always had that problem, but it was usually just apathy directed towards school in general. I love to learn new things, and I find myself almost constantly wanting to expand what I know, and try to understand almost everything there is. Even that seems to have lost some priority lately, though. It just feels like there are more important things to worry about.