hard work good, and hard work fine, but first..

May 03, 2005 12:35

The pieces of my life are almost all in place. The money is coming in, the music is flowing, and for once it looks like things may be just fine. All the remains is the house deal. When that is done, then I will have everything I need. Almost.

Of course there are a few loose ends, but they don't want to be tied up. No woman no cry.

The amount of overt racism I have had to witness this morning has made me sick. The incalculable complexity of the emotions I've been dealing with for the last few days has made me numb. My inability to hit anywhere near center has taken me beyond frustration into cool apathy.

My patience is nearly infinite, but when I have lost the position in a chess game, I resign. I don't sit needlessly and try to put up an impossible defense and allow my spirit to be crushed. I thank my opponent for instructing me with their superior play, resign, and find another game.
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