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"On another hand everyone keeps suggesting to me how Greg and I should date. About five people have said something to me about in the best days, and I have to admit it does cause me to think. Greg is one of the guys that seems to be perfect for me but for some reason I can't see myself with him. Maybe its because I'm afraid of the idea of dating my best friend because Joey and I did not work out. I think when one dates their best friend they have all these expectations for them because they hold such a high position. But the fact that they are your best friend does not make them right to be your boyfriend/girlfriend. For so long I was in love with the idea of being in love with my best friend and I think thats why I had so many expectations for Joey, who failed misserably. I'm afraid it will all be the same with Greg. I love Greg. I sincerely do. He is just about the coolest and nicest guys ever, but because we are so close I'm afraid of jeopardizing what we have already, but that doesnn't mean the idea of us dating doesn't cross my mind about everyday. Who knows if he even has feelings for me, because I bet he feels the same as I do. Its just wierd to know that everyone thinks we should when I secretely think so too, but I'm just too scared or too unwilling. Just too too I guess. :o/"
So I definitely just spent the last hour reading over jounral entries. Like senior year of high school old. The above quote is so funny... who would have thought? "Greg is one of the guys that seems to be perfect for me...". We have been dating for four and half years and live together.
Who would have thought things would have turned out this way?
So I definitely just spent the last hour reading over jounral entries. Like senior year of high school old. The above quote is so funny... who would have thought? "Greg is one of the guys that seems to be perfect for me...". We have been dating for four and half years and live together.
Who would have thought things would have turned out this way?