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Hi so finally I'm feeling better! I'm listening to MIA right now. Can't be sad and listen to this cd at the same time. It just doesn't work! Anyway, My birthday mostly sucked and the last couple of days have been lame. Actually today also mostly sucked but I'm feeling alot better now. I'm gunna hang out with amber tomorrow! I haven't seen her all summer and she called me today just as I was getting off of the phone with Maryrose. (Perfect timing!) She just got home from camping today. I had forgotten she was going camping. Oh yeah and Maryrose and I were supposed to hang out tonight but that didn't end up working out so I was a little sad but she invited me to go with her to a rainers game on wednesday. I'm excited. I haven't gone to a rainers game since I was like 5 but yeah that should be fun. I just gotta do something cause I'm fucking tired of sitting around my house you know?!
SOoOooOo..... My alarm clock didn't go off this morning and I was supposed to go to work with charley so I can get money so I can buy my car and everyday that I have been planing to go he hasn't needed help which has been so irritating and then for some fucked reason my alarm didn't go off this morning and he didn't wake me up so I was really pissed when i woke up at 8 and he was already gone. So for most of the day I was a pms bitch and sat around the house extremely bored reading that new harry potter book. (I can admit that I probably get pms worse than anyone else that I know.) It was amazing though because here I was being a bitch all day and my mom was feeling like a bitch to but somehow we actually got along all day. Amazing!! Mysterious! Hahaha. Anyway, by the afternoon when my friends called me and I realized not everyone in the world has forgotten about me I was feeling so much better. So tomorrow I'm not going to work cause I don't feel like working on the roof of this house but I'm going to go on wednesday. I just have to figure out the timing so I can work and hang out with maryrose to. I have to work though. If I don't start working I'm never gunna get enough $$$$ for my car and I need to work at least a hundred hours before summer is over. So I'm annoyed becuase right now I have practically nothing saved up. I'm going to try so hard to save and not spend. Anyway at least now I'm feeling better because I have been so depressed this last week especially on my b-day.
SOoOooOo..... My alarm clock didn't go off this morning and I was supposed to go to work with charley so I can get money so I can buy my car and everyday that I have been planing to go he hasn't needed help which has been so irritating and then for some fucked reason my alarm didn't go off this morning and he didn't wake me up so I was really pissed when i woke up at 8 and he was already gone. So for most of the day I was a pms bitch and sat around the house extremely bored reading that new harry potter book. (I can admit that I probably get pms worse than anyone else that I know.) It was amazing though because here I was being a bitch all day and my mom was feeling like a bitch to but somehow we actually got along all day. Amazing!! Mysterious! Hahaha. Anyway, by the afternoon when my friends called me and I realized not everyone in the world has forgotten about me I was feeling so much better. So tomorrow I'm not going to work cause I don't feel like working on the roof of this house but I'm going to go on wednesday. I just have to figure out the timing so I can work and hang out with maryrose to. I have to work though. If I don't start working I'm never gunna get enough $$$$ for my car and I need to work at least a hundred hours before summer is over. So I'm annoyed becuase right now I have practically nothing saved up. I'm going to try so hard to save and not spend. Anyway at least now I'm feeling better because I have been so depressed this last week especially on my b-day.