sorry this is all misspelled.I'm to tired to care even when I know im messing up.
its 12:35 on a thursday and I got school tomorrow but what am i doing? Up bakeing cookies. my cooking teacher said if i made cookies for her t.a. she'd give me leadership points. I'm supposed to get 100 points and right now i have umm.. 0! They are turning out awesome i know i know ima fabulous cook! They smell so good and look good and peanut buttery but I'm not gunna eat any. Not on a diet but sort of a less junk food kick.
Oh I got in an arguement with my mom tonight. I said awful things to her. I felt so bad. She cried. Gawd I can be such a bitch. but she started it! (rachel: says like a lil' kid) Um I know the mature things I should do but then sometimes I don't even understand myself b/c I do the opposite thing anyway. Ugg... I had to appologize. I felt so bad. I also hate apologisizing. I know when I'm wrong but it's not my favorite thing to admit. Actually it's not admiting it that bothers me it's that whenever I try to apologize for something it just opens the whole agruement back up. If I don't appologize then we just pretend like it (whatever it was that time) didn't happen and move on. My mom was being a total bitch to me to but I still knew I needed to say sorry. It's so dumb, we don't fight over the serious stuff that should count, that stuff we talk out. We fight over the dumb stuff that when I try to explain what we were argueing about it makes me realize and i can't believe how redicules it is. Maybe this is to much info but heres what we were actually fighting about: My mom was scratching her ass in the kitchen. I told her it was disgusting and unsanitary. She said something to the effect of I don't care if it itches scratch it. I said if she took the food handlers permit test she would know how fucking gross that is when your dealing with food in a kitchen. Her response: She mooned me!!! Then the whole thing turned into a big yelling arguement.
Oh I got in an arguement with my mom tonight. I said awful things to her. I felt so bad. She cried. Gawd I can be such a bitch. but she started it! (rachel: says like a lil' kid) Um I know the mature things I should do but then sometimes I don't even understand myself b/c I do the opposite thing anyway. Ugg... I had to appologize. I felt so bad. I also hate apologisizing. I know when I'm wrong but it's not my favorite thing to admit. Actually it's not admiting it that bothers me it's that whenever I try to apologize for something it just opens the whole agruement back up. If I don't appologize then we just pretend like it (whatever it was that time) didn't happen and move on. My mom was being a total bitch to me to but I still knew I needed to say sorry. It's so dumb, we don't fight over the serious stuff that should count, that stuff we talk out. We fight over the dumb stuff that when I try to explain what we were argueing about it makes me realize and i can't believe how redicules it is. Maybe this is to much info but heres what we were actually fighting about: My mom was scratching her ass in the kitchen. I told her it was disgusting and unsanitary. She said something to the effect of I don't care if it itches scratch it. I said if she took the food handlers permit test she would know how fucking gross that is when your dealing with food in a kitchen. Her response: She mooned me!!! Then the whole thing turned into a big yelling arguement.