Am I over reacting?!

May 06, 2005 14:45

Ewww! At school today Kim was totally trying to flirt w/ me. Yuck. She used to do that too back in jr. high and I thought I made it very clear to her that I'm not bi and never will be and I'm not a lesbian either. She kept latching on to me every chance she got and wouldn't stop touching me. In jr high she would always come up behind me when I was sitting down and try to like rub my thighs. I completely went off on her one time and thought she got the message. Then today, two years later she was acting so weird. She was being so immature and I was completely embarrassed. Lately in class about the last 2 weeks she's been making signs that say "Rachel I love you!!" on them and holding them up across the room. I figured whatever she's just playing around cause my other friends (also back in jr high times) would do stuff like that to. Plus she has a boyfriend now. Today she kept calling my name and being all "Rach I love ya, I wanna sit by ya" and making hearts w/ her hands or she'd call my name I'd look over and she'd just be like "HHeeyyy!!" and do that little bats eyes, girly wave thing. Still this didn't bother me aside from it being a little annoying. Our consoler came in to do credit checks today and every time Kim asked a question she was all "Rachel and I blah blah blah...." like we're one person or something. WTF. That was annoying but still I didn't think anything of it. Then at the end of class I was talking to my consoler about cross crediting some of my cosmetology credits for next year and Kim came up and kissed me like 3 times just on the head and was all wrapping her arms around my neck. Okay, none of my friends do that and it would bother me if any of them did. I am so not touchy feely. I don't wanna be all freaking out over Kim kissed me on the head... because that would be fucking stupid but obviously this is bothering me enough that I'm actually writing it. I didn't know how to react seems like a lot of ppl noticed cause it got kinda quiet and people were looking over. It's never quiet at the end of the day like that. If a guy did that to me I probably would have just told him to fuck off and what the hell do you think your doing? (that is if I didn't like him of course...) I guess I should have treated Kim the same but I didn't want to hurt her feelings. I don't have a problem w/ people being gay or lesbian or whatever else. It's none of my business. I think your just born the way you are and shouldn't be apologetic about it. I have gay uncles who are the best guys in the world and I also have a couple of gay/bi friends. That doesn't bother me, it's when it's directed at me that I have a problem. I guess I need to talk to her. I dunno what to say; maybe I'll just rephrase some of the stuff I wrote here...?
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