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[prim8punk]

went to see a pyshic today, to see bout me, and my dad. things hit home what she said.. bout me and whats going on..and then stuff bout my dad...he said he was greatful i was there when he died..and complained my yelling, and was like boy can i yell...he did hear me, but he was already gone. *sigh* it just bothers me, she tells me he knew he was going to die, and he knew by what he was eating and not taken care of himself..i just wish i coulda helped him and the habits... theres lots to say..and i dunno if i can say it all heres..but i found out he was a heavy drinker in the past...and yea he changed big time laters on for us kids n all.. cause he loved us. i dunno what else to say..oh yea..she told me that i be going back to school. and that i should join the ymca and do something there..be like active and not sit around watching tv and playing video games. also bout my job she said i most likely will do something better then i am now. bout girls..she knew i had/have problems with them, also friends n such... which is true, she told me i need to take care of myself first in foremost and make myself happy and balanced...
well thats all for nows..im tired..its past 3am.. nobody really wants to talk to me tonite.. so im going to bed..

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