Nov 07, 2005 21:52
I just need to stop being a people pleaser. Just do things for me. It's just so hard when you're getting notes that have a point, but just isn't what's right for your movie. I'm always bad at second-guessing myself, so that just makes it worse. It makes me get down on myself or whatever it is that I might be doing. It's the same when I talk to actors. I think I may not be giving them enough to work with and then they might not have respect for me as a director.
Eh, worries.
Besides that, I am very very excited to have cast 4 of my 5 roles today. I desperately wanted the 4 people to work out, and I think they will. It was four people that I have been wanting to work with: Chris Acevedo, Susan Myburgh, Adam Thompson, and Teresa Jimenez. Teresa's still up in the air, but I hope she works out. I hope she likes the script and the improvements I'm going to make. I can't tell if she's excited about it.
It being another long day, I need to go to sleep. And tomorrow's gonna be interesting too. A meeting from 9-2, then work til 5. Then I need to work more on my script and get Bic's actors in for auditions on Saturday.
TEN DAYS UNTIL I D.P.! A WEEK UNTIL DIRECTOR'S PREP. HOLY CHRIST.
Tomorrow I'll find out who's movie I'm editing and who's editing my movie. Nervous!
I feel like this nervous/scatter-brained feeling is never going to end. I'm not sure if that's a bad thing or not. Question of the day.