WTF IS WITH THINGS DYING IN MY HOUSE SERIOUSLY?!
Internet is being a major pain in the ass, and mom and I killed the desktop. Dad's gonna be yelling his head off when he gets back, and mom conveniently went to sleep, because she felt sleepy. Awesome, not only do I have to explain the shitty Internet which I can't I'd also have to explain WHY did the desktop suddenly shut down by itself and cannot be switched on again.
I blame mom for watching her kdramas til 4am in the morning, and then dad waking up at 6am to use the desktop, which gives the desktop TWO hours of rest everyday. This is worse than slavery
So I spent most of my evening reading this bl novel and I totally got mindfucked by it. The uke is just, very disturbing. And the seme is bloody abusive, so it's not really the uke's fault for going insane and torturing people - hence the title of the novel; he actually wrote a book on ten cruel ways to torture prisoners, before he professed his love to the seme, and then; hanged himself right in front of their bed, so that then first thing the seme sees when he wakes up would be his dead body looming over him. Sick damnit sick. I think the whole thing mindfucked me when the uke committed suicide, which made the seme go mad, and burned his corpse but he broke down and cried when the uke's corpse was set on fire Then in the epilogue, the seme was seen talking and playing with a bunch of his officials, all of whom are DEAD; due to the uke's doings while he was still alive, as well as the uke himself. Then the last part, the seme was eating the uke's ashes, and vowed that the uke would not escape him, even in death. orz at this point, Idk. Seme and uke, BOTH VERY DISTURBING. And wtf, this is the first time I've read a bl novel that did not have a happy/okay ending. TWISTED THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Oh hey; LJ loaded! And to think I can't even load Musou Orochi walkthrough /thrashes
I need more mindfucking novels like this, seriously. But it's tough to find one without a wimpy uke; so I'm kinda glad I found this one, but omg the mindfuck I endured-___-
And damnit msn, sign me in! I wanna rant to sagaraice about stuffs.
I shall play my games, but I have no idea when dad's coming back; so maybe after he comes back, only then I'll play. Damnit la Internet, you were fine earlier after I fixed the router, but you just to die when I had 10 pages left of Amatsuki chapter 40 huh?!! I want to see what happened to Tsuyukusa damnit;_;
I blame mom for watching her kdramas til 4am in the morning, and then dad waking up at 6am to use the desktop, which gives the desktop TWO hours of rest everyday. This is worse than slavery
So I spent most of my evening reading this bl novel and I totally got mindfucked by it. The uke is just, very disturbing. And the seme is bloody abusive, so it's not really the uke's fault for going insane and torturing people - hence the title of the novel; he actually wrote a book on ten cruel ways to torture prisoners, before he professed his love to the seme, and then; hanged himself right in front of their bed, so that then first thing the seme sees when he wakes up would be his dead body looming over him. Sick damnit sick. I think the whole thing mindfucked me when the uke committed suicide, which made the seme go mad, and burned his corpse but he broke down and cried when the uke's corpse was set on fire Then in the epilogue, the seme was seen talking and playing with a bunch of his officials, all of whom are DEAD; due to the uke's doings while he was still alive, as well as the uke himself. Then the last part, the seme was eating the uke's ashes, and vowed that the uke would not escape him, even in death. orz at this point, Idk. Seme and uke, BOTH VERY DISTURBING. And wtf, this is the first time I've read a bl novel that did not have a happy/okay ending. TWISTED THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Oh hey; LJ loaded! And to think I can't even load Musou Orochi walkthrough /thrashes
I need more mindfucking novels like this, seriously. But it's tough to find one without a wimpy uke; so I'm kinda glad I found this one, but omg the mindfuck I endured-___-
And damnit msn, sign me in! I wanna rant to sagaraice about stuffs.
I shall play my games, but I have no idea when dad's coming back; so maybe after he comes back, only then I'll play. Damnit la Internet, you were fine earlier after I fixed the router, but you just to die when I had 10 pages left of Amatsuki chapter 40 huh?!! I want to see what happened to Tsuyukusa damnit;_;