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well long long time since i wrote on this "LIVEjournal"....
well.... not much happening in my life...erica and sydney are in JAPAN...till 29...until then i shall cry myself to sleep each night..
my grandma is in the hospital...her kidneys no longer are functioning and she can barely breathe on her own...they started her dialisis...her body was filling with fluids and we called the ambulance because she was bleeding out of her mouth and not responding to us...life is not good right now...life is soooo not good right now...
paid rent today....god i hate not living at home sometimes...rent free.... but i feels damn good to be living on my own at times....most times...
I have to work tomorrow then go to the hospital... how familiar i have come to be with hospitals...
I'm starting to think that depression is no longer a faze, more like a lifestyle now....
how things can never be too good...how things just can't be right.
I'm deciding to change my major from criminal justice....(don't want to work for the "man") to becoming either a journalist or a hooker... *real hard time deciding which...*starting to think about doing both so i can pay for tuition to become a fucking journalist...
American Spirit cigarettes are good...although sometimes my body needs the extra chemicals to balance itself out...
feeling lonely...need to hang out with friends more...need some booze...
booze does sound mighty delicious....
500.00 to rent 150.00 left to pay...let this be a lesson...never not pay a month rent and make up for it next month... it's hell... but hey...we didn't get evicted... oh happy day...
well that's my life...well the boring parts...i need to right stories for the happy ones... i'll post them later...or not.
well.... not much happening in my life...erica and sydney are in JAPAN...till 29...until then i shall cry myself to sleep each night..
my grandma is in the hospital...her kidneys no longer are functioning and she can barely breathe on her own...they started her dialisis...her body was filling with fluids and we called the ambulance because she was bleeding out of her mouth and not responding to us...life is not good right now...life is soooo not good right now...
paid rent today....god i hate not living at home sometimes...rent free.... but i feels damn good to be living on my own at times....most times...
I have to work tomorrow then go to the hospital... how familiar i have come to be with hospitals...
I'm starting to think that depression is no longer a faze, more like a lifestyle now....
how things can never be too good...how things just can't be right.
I'm deciding to change my major from criminal justice....(don't want to work for the "man") to becoming either a journalist or a hooker... *real hard time deciding which...*starting to think about doing both so i can pay for tuition to become a fucking journalist...
American Spirit cigarettes are good...although sometimes my body needs the extra chemicals to balance itself out...
feeling lonely...need to hang out with friends more...need some booze...
booze does sound mighty delicious....
500.00 to rent 150.00 left to pay...let this be a lesson...never not pay a month rent and make up for it next month... it's hell... but hey...we didn't get evicted... oh happy day...
well that's my life...well the boring parts...i need to right stories for the happy ones... i'll post them later...or not.