.::I'd like to smash their faces in a fit of pure jealousy::.

Jul 06, 2003 17:46

eh, that subject has nothing to do with how I'm feeling right now. I'm pretty blank at the moment. Bored out of my fucking mind.

I want to do something tonight. At the same time, I don't. Damnit. I'm too indecisive.

Adam asked me to go to a show yesterday, but it he would've picked me up at 5:30 (a half hour after I got home). Yeah, that doesn't work for me. I fell right asleep when I got home. Then I woke up around 9 and Alex called me. It was a pleasant surprise. He picked me up and I went back to his house and watched the Virgin Suicides. It was great. We decided at 2:30 it was about time for me to go home (after I fell asleep 4 times). I came home and crashed at 3....4 hours later...I was up for the day. Alex is great. I want to call him to see if he wants to do something, but I think he's doing something with someone else. Damn Mr.Popularity.

I don't know who I want to hang out with tonight. I pretty much just know who I don't want to hang out with. I don't even know what i want to do. I don't want to be in someone's house (with the exception of one) and it's Sunday so malls close early. Otherwise, I'd be at Sawgrass right now buying my Warped Tour ticket. I feel bad. I'm going to spend a lot of money for and at Warped Tour and to see The Rocket Summer. Why do I feel bad? Because I'm taking off 2 weekends and a Saturday every other week starting next week. Oy.

"You only want what you can't have" damn human nature
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