Jul 01, 2003 08:26
...and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder
of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish
you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes...
Part of me regrets it, but the better part doesn't. All that ran through my head was the line "Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in." I'm sorry if you regret it. And I'm sorry that I don't. I know this doesn't change anything. I know you don't want it to. I could live with what we have though, I don't mind. ::sigh:: For lack of a better phrase: the ball is in your court, but we see how far that got me last time. I would love to say that I'd just be happy to see you. But to see you and not be with you hurts. But it's worth it. you are worth it.