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I'm fucking confused. I'm starting to have doubts, and it sucks.
him:"I can honestly say for the first time. I'm not alone and you're all mine"
me:"a pretty face don't make no pretty heart..."
bah...I mean, what the fuck was I thinking? I'm just gonna go with the flow, see what happens. I guess...
Got my report card today. My weighted GPA is 4.6 and I still have another 8.5 credits. I don't get it.
Went out with my girls yesterday. Hit up the beach. It was a beautiful day and wonderful to be surrounded by my closest friends. Although they all (excpet Lisa) go to different schools and I may not talk to them everyday, I have so much love and confidence in all of them. And Sharri, Michelle's girlfriend, is breathtaking.
Chinese tomorrow with Kita. Woop.
I want to go to his house tonight but his friends are there again. That's okay, I guess. We're not going to see each other for the rest of the weekend, and I highly doubt we'll see each other next week either. But who cares that this was my only night to be able to see him? ::sigh::
I feel like I've pushed Adam away from me. I swear I'm not doing it on purpose, he just seems to have the worst timing. Sorry Adam.
My mom's been on my back all summer. I'm on edge. I need out.
let me free
him:"I can honestly say for the first time. I'm not alone and you're all mine"
me:"a pretty face don't make no pretty heart..."
bah...I mean, what the fuck was I thinking? I'm just gonna go with the flow, see what happens. I guess...
Got my report card today. My weighted GPA is 4.6 and I still have another 8.5 credits. I don't get it.
Went out with my girls yesterday. Hit up the beach. It was a beautiful day and wonderful to be surrounded by my closest friends. Although they all (excpet Lisa) go to different schools and I may not talk to them everyday, I have so much love and confidence in all of them. And Sharri, Michelle's girlfriend, is breathtaking.
Chinese tomorrow with Kita. Woop.
I want to go to his house tonight but his friends are there again. That's okay, I guess. We're not going to see each other for the rest of the weekend, and I highly doubt we'll see each other next week either. But who cares that this was my only night to be able to see him? ::sigh::
I feel like I've pushed Adam away from me. I swear I'm not doing it on purpose, he just seems to have the worst timing. Sorry Adam.
My mom's been on my back all summer. I'm on edge. I need out.
let me free