I hate myself for loving you....
Oh I fucking hate the people I work with!
I have known jacklyn for almost 3 years now and we are supposed to be friends and then jose fucking feeds her a bunch of shit and she takes it out on me! Today they fucking screwed me and I ended up staying an extra hour, and then she wouldn't talk to me... so I played it cool and left. But what the fuck is with everyone I ever care about turning out to be the biggest fucking looser assholes possible? Do I just have a knack for picking out the wolves in sheep clothing?
I am so sick and tired of people I trust and care about fucking me over for no goddamn reason. I am one of the nicest friends anyone could ever have. I am the friend that gets up in the middle of the night to call because I forgot to earlier, the person that would pick you up anywhere you are, the type that would never tell your secrets not even to my girlfriend, the kind that will give you my fucking money and clothes if you need it. I am sick of being so nice to people and having them fuck me up the ass. I am not a fucking pushover, and once you've fucking crossed me you're a bitch in my eyes. But it doesn't take much to please me. I don't ask for anything but a phone call once in a while and maybe a few hang out sessions.... is that so much to ask? And it's not like people fucking stop talking to me or stab me in the back because of me, I know I am cool to chill with so it must me my bad luck when choosing friends.
I am so sick of this shit, and I wish I didn't care and could just brush it off like everyone else. But my whole life has been filled with assholes that fuck my trust. So here's a shout out to all the bitches that are too punk ass to confront me and act like fucking adults! FUCK YOU!
-I feel better now, and I took the day off tommorow so I can sleep in and do whatever I want... maybe I will check out NY and hang out in the village. Maybe I will go on a killing spree....
One things for sure though.... I'm sleeping in :)
I have known jacklyn for almost 3 years now and we are supposed to be friends and then jose fucking feeds her a bunch of shit and she takes it out on me! Today they fucking screwed me and I ended up staying an extra hour, and then she wouldn't talk to me... so I played it cool and left. But what the fuck is with everyone I ever care about turning out to be the biggest fucking looser assholes possible? Do I just have a knack for picking out the wolves in sheep clothing?
I am so sick and tired of people I trust and care about fucking me over for no goddamn reason. I am one of the nicest friends anyone could ever have. I am the friend that gets up in the middle of the night to call because I forgot to earlier, the person that would pick you up anywhere you are, the type that would never tell your secrets not even to my girlfriend, the kind that will give you my fucking money and clothes if you need it. I am sick of being so nice to people and having them fuck me up the ass. I am not a fucking pushover, and once you've fucking crossed me you're a bitch in my eyes. But it doesn't take much to please me. I don't ask for anything but a phone call once in a while and maybe a few hang out sessions.... is that so much to ask? And it's not like people fucking stop talking to me or stab me in the back because of me, I know I am cool to chill with so it must me my bad luck when choosing friends.
I am so sick of this shit, and I wish I didn't care and could just brush it off like everyone else. But my whole life has been filled with assholes that fuck my trust. So here's a shout out to all the bitches that are too punk ass to confront me and act like fucking adults! FUCK YOU!
-I feel better now, and I took the day off tommorow so I can sleep in and do whatever I want... maybe I will check out NY and hang out in the village. Maybe I will go on a killing spree....
One things for sure though.... I'm sleeping in :)