Missing you
I watched our wedding video
You actually looked like you
Almost loved me
But we both know that isn't true
You were done at that moment
I wish you could have said it
but than i don't
because that day i was so happy
i had everyone in my life who loved me
and now their all gone
im in hell
but I'm so thankful for the dogs
as i curl up in tears bolt won't leave me side
i know I'm not ok
i know i need to take the meds
but i need the meds to move and i can't move
i just want you to hold me and tell me its all ok
that I'm not all alone
but i am i am so absolutelly on my own