Feb 23, 2006 19:16
Why the fuck does everything have to be so complicated?
I'm so tired of this shit! I've messed everthing up again! Why
Why did i even open my mouth. it was such a bad idea!
It's always a bad idea
I've stressed her out...i've stressed myself out
i'm just a fucking mess!
i don't wanna talk about it
i don't wanna think about it
i just want it all to go away
I want everything to go back the way it was last week before i fucked myself over!
i'm always fucking myself over....
again...and again...and again..
it never ends!
this time i thought i could handle it though!
This time i thought i could be okay, but of course, like always i was wrong!
please some one magically make everything disappear and go away
i don't want to do this anymore
i'm scared! for her....
what is my problem....just tell me to grow the hell up and get over it
maybe i'll listen....
....then again, maybe not