So what do I do now?

Nov 11, 2009 19:57

Now that the only guy who took me away from Mike for a short time doesn't want to talk to me anymore what do I do? I have no one else to distract me when all I can think about is Mike. I know it's in Ruben's best interest, that's why I didn't put up a fight.

So what do you do? I know Mike's an idiot, I know he's dysfunctional, I know he's the worst person I could have probably ever met...but no one else compares. No matter how functional, or smart or perfect they are.. they never compare. I've met the person I can see myself with for the rest of my life and there's nothing I can do about it. Am I suppose to just hold on to that feeling and try to continue living like someone who's still  searching? I don't want to search anymore.

I fell in love with the Lion. What happens when you fall in love with the Lion?

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