I'll join a community, and at first it's great, but as time passes and I see how well everyone gets on with each other and how little any of it has to do with me, how it feels like a closed palisade of friends I have nothing to contribute to, I'll grow increasingly unhappy and lonely, until I want nothing to do with it anymore.
[Crossposted from
https://prickvixen.dreamwidth.org/566562.html]