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life is depressing sometimes
does anyone else feel like they're hopelessly trying to fill a void, just waiting to die, living mindlessly? I hate feeling like this. maybe i think about death too much, but life really doesn't last that long, so what is the point? we live for the sake of survival, but then what? we get education to work, we work to eat, we eat to live, but what is worth this much effort, when the outcome is exactly the same for every living creature on earth? and why do we so desperately preserve life, when there are so many wasted years before we know we're on our deathbed? why isn't there a choice, why are we forced to live with disease, slowly dying until we are incapable of basic human functions, and suffer through the last years of our life? why is this preferred to facing our destiny and ending our sufferring? everyone dies, so why are humans so obsessed with prolonging our meaningless lives?
everyone dies alone
living is a nice distraction from this inevitability, occupying our time with meaningless activities..
goddamn when is myspace maintanence going to be over?!
does anyone else feel like they're hopelessly trying to fill a void, just waiting to die, living mindlessly? I hate feeling like this. maybe i think about death too much, but life really doesn't last that long, so what is the point? we live for the sake of survival, but then what? we get education to work, we work to eat, we eat to live, but what is worth this much effort, when the outcome is exactly the same for every living creature on earth? and why do we so desperately preserve life, when there are so many wasted years before we know we're on our deathbed? why isn't there a choice, why are we forced to live with disease, slowly dying until we are incapable of basic human functions, and suffer through the last years of our life? why is this preferred to facing our destiny and ending our sufferring? everyone dies, so why are humans so obsessed with prolonging our meaningless lives?
everyone dies alone
living is a nice distraction from this inevitability, occupying our time with meaningless activities..
goddamn when is myspace maintanence going to be over?!